“You are forgiving and good,
O Lord, abounding in love to all who call to you.”
Psalm 86:5

Today was half day, hooray!
Thanks to the Previous batch of sec4s
which done so well :)

Minxian PON-ed SCHOOL D:<
Talk in the morning was really boring
Kimberley and I were busy studying science.
Later we went off to our classroom
for some stupid target setting
and then we had science test
which totally sucked 'cos i didn't know how to do.
But the fun part was that i drew a Mr Guo:D

After school, i met up with Michelle
and i went to finish my Math homework first
then we decided to take MRT to Raffles.

We ate at oh-so-fab New York New york.
Yummy-licious! We Took a few pictures.
I think people thought we pon-ed school 'cos they kept staring at us.
Doesn't matter, we knew we didn't do anything wrong.
Later we decided to go Orchard
Kimberley was there too! And we were supposed to meet up with her
but i had to go home and Michelle had to go for tuition.
We sat at Starbucks and i bought my usual.
hehe, michelle and i took loads of pictures
and we sprinkled loads of cinnamon over the drink :D

went back home via 14!
mummy cut her hair :D
Photos another day

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in with you
Better Than Life - Hillsong

whats the freaking problem with spammers
They're all freaking ahlians/bengs.
Why do they have this stupid mentality that
being an ahlian is cool?!

And If happen that any of those spammers on Wingsze's
blog happen to read my blog this is for them :)

I think what your are doing is pointless
was it does not affect us at all.
If you think it is then you're wasting your effort.
If you're thinking of laying a hand on us
well you can possibly only dream about it.
Killing us/beating us/raping us
whatever you do to us we can always call the police.
It's harassment, excuse me.
I think that your should think twice about what you're doing.
And to Keith/Handsome boy, you're thinking too highly of yourself.

Woah, cleared a load of my chest :)
can't stand spammers.

Chinese classes are getting better each day.
Sun teacher is unfortunately not our chi teacher anymore
and our new teacher is YEE lau shi.
When we greet her, gavin keeps saying
EEEEEEEEEEEEE lau shi
and we keep clicking our ball point pens and irritate her.
One thing for sure, she's really blur

Class has been pretty slack the past few days.
Thank God for this blessed lovely class! :D

Mixed blood Freaks

Today was a really slacky day.
Amazingly, all my teacher's were in a good mood
Went to Comlab4 for Eng and Sci.
Hippies rule, haha.
Choir people had PT but i got excused :)
Choir was boring too
Total defence day song is sick .
Lifeskills was super funny.
Michele really played a really good act
3 cheers for you and thanks for wasting LS time.

WINGSZE UNBLOCK ME ON YOUR TAGBOARD :(

Tears In Heaven

Our Little cousin outing was canceled, unfortunately :(
Guess it'll be postponed to next week!
CNY IS COMING!
yay, i can't wait for all the red packets
and once CNY is over
my little shopping spree will be the first thing on my list!

There's so many birthday girls on 6th feb and 5th feb!
That means more money needed!



Youth service was pretty boring
We were busy writing stuff and praying for things
which are going to happen in 2008.
Ate at Takashimaya's Sushi Tei.
A little treat before my brother goes back in
After lunch, my dad started going into
Bally, Gucci and so on.
Saw the bag that we bought!
sigh, there's PE and school tomorrow :(

Make me Sway

Outing with Kate was fun :D
We were busy playing Scissors paper stone
after tuition at the bus stop to decide
where we should go, Vivo or Ikea
I started winning on course :)
So Vivo it was.
282 took ages to come
Finally it arrived, On the bus Kate and I were playing some Hitting game :D
Took 166 to vivo which also took really long.
Reached there and went to Carls Jr. to eat
Fries and Onion Rings were delish :D
Walk around and we went to Godiva to
buy their chocolate pearls and their yummy-licious Dark Chocolate Decadence.
Kate kept the Cup while i kept the chocolates.
One small packet of Chocolate rounded things cost me $12 and the
milkshake was $10. I'm seriously broke now.
I can't wait for CNY!

Outing with cousin tomorrow!

Blogging during History Class now :)

This website that we're supposed to go to for information
really sucks, it's so horrible.

There's so much homework!

Bite Back

Everybody's starting to notice the song Boston
which was recorded years ago(probably 3/4)

today was amazing.
I had a headache during science class which was really boring.
Had our presentation during Lit period.
Everybody was so amazed by the last slide
which was the "The End" thing, haha.

Math class was super duper fun.
Priscilla lam coughed for 1 min+ continuously.
Somehow, we started coughing to the tune of
some Mozart piece i think.
On the way to English class
we tried laughing to the tune of the Mozart piece.
It was super duper fun, everyone was staring at us! haha.
English class was super duper boring.
MR GUO IS BIASED I HATE HIM
He lets Minxian, Margaret and Kimberley go to the toilet at the same time
while he doesn't allow Faye and I to go at the same time.
BIASED freak. While he was scolding our class
i wasn't sitting straight i was resting on my table
and he told me to look up and when i did that i found tian ning resting on the table too
and he didnt say anything about her.
I got so angry after class, i seriously can't stand him!

ADP was amazingly boring.
the songs suck too, it's not even nice
it's so techno, bleah.

Anyway, after school, bus-ed to Dover MRT
with Minxian, Faye, and Michelle.
We were talking about how ACS boys stink up the whole bus, hehe :)
Went to Marina Square with Faye and Michelle.
Ate at Carls Jr. as usual.
Michelle bought her Portabello Mushroom Burger Combo
while i treated Faye to Beef Chilli Cheese Fries and Crisscut fries.
I'll upload pictures later.
After our meal we went to Prints and i bought loads of stuff
mostly for 1C'07. Gifts and Cards on Valentines day!
Faye left but Michelle and i continued.
I bought Percy Pigs and Some sweet which is really nice.
Went to check out Godiva but i couldn't find anything suitable.
They were all Truffles! which cost a ton.
I seriously have no idea what to get!
Next few days and weeks will be pretty busy.
Tons of Test coming up which i've got to study

I can't wait to go for my check up!
hopefully the doctor will excuse me of my Fitness test
and the running stuff during PE

Let me Sing for the Breath that You've Given
Everyday for the Life You Sustain
The Beat of the Heart
You Formed when I was Made

Let me Worship Your Wonder and Power
Though the Heavens Your Glory Proclaim
They don't know the Price
You Paid for My Life
The Sacrifice You Made

Let Me Sing
Louder than Creation to You
For the Pain You bore In Your Body
To Bring my Soul to You
Let Me Shine
Brighter than the Stars in the sky
An Offering of Praise All My Life
To You My Holy King
Let Me Sing, Let Me Sing

Let me Sing for the Mercy You've Given
Undeserving and Broken am I
Though I've Turned Away
Your Faithfulness Remains
Let Me Live in the Light of Forever
As I Walk Through the Course of My Days
And Join to Proclaim
With all of My Saints
The Only Worthy Name

"Let Me Sing" - Todd Fields

Church today was pretty fun :)
We had the Sec 1 orientation programme.
I'm with Pamela, Rebecca, Edmond, Jeremy and Matthew( Some new Kid )
in my Youth Cell group, Yuki and Pearlyn are my Leaders :D
Hooray, haha.
We played some Balloon Game and our objective
was to keep our partner's balloon in the air
and prevent people from bursting it.
Edmond, the loser, tried to burst ours.
So we gave up and let him burst ours,
I hate it when the balloons get burst, super loud.

Anyway, after church
sister and I ate at Carls JR at Marina Square :)
While my parents ate upstairs.
I bought my new year clothes!
and We had the Azabu Soba? ice cream!

michelle the ultra

super drop dead gorgeous

is so sweet! :D

There's choir tomorrow :(

"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:13

Today was a really great day and a fun one too.
I have to really thank Michelle, Faye, Minxian, Rebecca and Yeewei, Kimberley and Margaret.
Thanks to them, today was great if not i would probably be stoning throughout every single lesson.

Lit class was pretty fun and cool today.
Joshua got picked to be Boo Radley! Haha :)
And all their answers to our questions were hysterical
One of the questions that don't-know-who asked
was " Why are you not White?" 'cos boo radley was a white person :D
And Joshua answered that he ate too much bananas so he became yellow.
That was really funny :) We debated about stuff which was coooooooooolio.

Sun teacher didn't come!
JunHou and Zhi Jie were eating Mamee noodles!
And it seems like the guys in my class loves the rubik cube alot eh?
Anyway, i cut out hairs, hands and legs of the people which i don't like in the Lian He Zao bao :D

History class was really funny!
Science was fun fun fun fun!
We wrote our own story which was cool but didn't make sense at all.
Minxian pasted a sticker on margaret's face and she didn't know haha.
Later, Zhi Jie threw an open-capped marker at Kim's face and
obviously there was a mark on her face, unfortunately :D
And of course our natural reaction was to laugh.
ZhiJie gave a subtle hint to margaret that she had a sticker on her face so she went to check.
Margaret and Minxian are super duper funny!
Anyway, later they started drawing on each other
and phew, i was the only one not touched until Minxian drew two BIG HUGE lines at my knee :(

After school we went to Dover to eat(again)
I bought 10 packets of Mamee? for Chinese class and Strawberry Kisses for home!
We were a lil bit crazy when we went back to school,
and we went all the way to end of the class block and climbed to the second floor and went across and went up to the 3rd floor and went across and went up to the 4th floor.
A good way to kill off a little bit of calories.

Choir wasn't that good neither did it suck.
We had an amazingly long break and during the break i went high :D

After school i got really angry :(

you're treating me like some rubbish collector for you.
Sometimes, i really wonder if you actually do like me
Sometimes, i really wonder if you are actually making use of me
Sometimes, i really wonder if i you're lying to me
You know, it saddens me alot.
Everything's falling apart and i'm trying my best to keep it intact
but you aren't doing your part.
It takes two hands to clap.
I really hope we still stay the best of friends.
You know, it saddens me alot when i hear people saying
that we aren't best friends, you're just making use of me.
i always try to ignore all the harsh comments
all the insults, but instead of making me feel better
i feel more pressurized, i feel more sad and stressed.

Sometimes, i really think i'm not myself when i go to school.
Everytime i step inside the school,
i don't feel like myself anymore.
Sometimes, i think that i'm not really happy.
I may seem as if i am, but i guess i'm not.
All the problems faced at home, the quarells, everything!
makes me want to just commit suicide.
No matter how much i might want to do that
for i know i can't and i know the Lord will lead me
the Lord is always there for me and that
i can do all things through Christ which strengthens me.

How i wish i could totally forget everything that has happened to me so far,
i don't call this emo. I do not want any comments from anyone
about this except for my closer friends.
I will not respond to the rest :)
Letting it all out makes me feel better.


here are some pictures :) Enjoy!

During lecture!

Forever God is faithful!

boho, today was pretty fun.
In the Morning, i felt like crap.
I didn't even know my Dad was going to bangkok in the morning :(
Now the house's so quiet.
There's only 3 people(excluding the maid) In my house.
I miss my brother, oh well.
If i'm not wrong next week he'll be out!

Anyway, i think my class has gotten closer.
it's quite a good thing you know.
History Class was super fun,
Kimberley was telling us what I am A Legend is about.
And then we started talking about Ghost stories.
Science Prac wasnt bad either,
We were molding our soap
which turned out as a failure.
The soap didnt have something in it
so we couldn't use it and also
it would make as really itchy if we touch it with our bare hands.
My soap was super mushy, in the end
i decided to destroy it but smashing it and spreading it all over the gloves.
Practically half the class did that.
Lifeskills lesson turned to English lessons
and at the last 5 mins we went to the library to borrow books
and rebecca and i borrowed a book which looked like those
primary school books. But it was under the Sec 2 category
after borrowing we immediately returned it back, hehehe >:D
Had some waste-of-time lecture
but it was pretty fun! Kim and i were drawing on our arms
and she accidently drew on minxian's uniform

Went to Ikea after that, bought a balloon for rach.

I think i might get dengue fever :(

I'M SICK again, i guess my body immune system? isn't that strong.
Oh well, Today was terrible. I just couldn't feel worse.
Hopefully tomorrow would be better.
Aroma Chem wasn't bad :) It was fun!

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough
You are my supply
My breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
worth living for
And still more awesome than I know
"Enough" - Chris Tomlin

Skipped church to go to Mandai crematorium
to see my grandma with the rest of the Chay family.
Her 1st year death anniversary is on the 24th of january though.
I have no idea why they're holding it today, oh well :)
I expected people to cry and some monk to come
btw, all the Chay family people aren't Christian's except for my family :D
I'm glad i got to know Jesus!
After all the burning and stuff :S
We went to some roti prata store nearby
one word to describe the food, scrumptious.
I had one plain prata and Chocolate prata :D
The Chocolate prata was Gigantic.
But God's love is bigger, wider than the oceans and the sky!
Picked up my sister after that.
I miss my brother! He's coming back in 2 weeks time.

I might not be going to Slovakia instead
maybe the Tong family will go to Italy
and we'll see Chiara and Nikki!
In December my family might be going England too!
And we'll be able to stay in my Grand Aunt's house :D
and back to my dad's company's hotel.
Dad's going to England in Feb, mum might follow.
home alone :)

Sure do
I think i've smsed over 500
not really good, i want to keep it under 500
anyway, i got to know adriel better :)

Had tuition with Kate today!
which was superb, Karen was in a super good mood.
She was singing and "jumping" about, she's 26+ by the way
so she's quite young and it isn't abnormal for her to do that.
Kate and I were thinking maybe she has a boyfriend or something
Love changes people :D
Was supposed to go home
but i went out with kate :)
Was really fun :D We needed coins so we went around to
buy a drink, and before we could reach the bus stop,
282 arrived, so we waited for the next bus.
Took 14 from the interchange.

bawl, tomorrow i'm going to mandai
for my grandma's death anniversary
though it's actually a week ahead..
I miss my grandma sooo much

i just found a girl which used my skin and totally removed the credits!
Argh! She totally pissed me off, anyway i went to tell her to credit me back.

I'm probably going to bawl my eyes out tomorrow :(
my brother's going to the army!
He's going to shave his hair!
Had a family dinner, with dad, at Ichiban Boshi at Great World City.
Took tons of photos when we got home.

Michelle is super drop dead gorgeous too :)
And don't worry i won't tell,
whats the point of telling anyway.

I'm really going to miss my brother
Right now, i feel like crying too.
sigh, this is so saddening and heart breaking.

Today's lessons were pretty boring.
nothing much.
Stayed back with minxian to teach magaret math
stayed longer to wait for Kate
and FINALLY i managed to go back with her :)

Silent Night
Holy Night

disappearance act
will re-appear on Friday
sounds crazy, but mugging till thursday night.

Labels: away away away

You gave it all for me
My soul desire, my everything
And all I am is devoted to You

How could I fail to see
You are the love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You

And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord, there is just one thing
That I will seek

This is my cry
My one desire
Is to be where You are, Lord
Now and forever
Its more than a song
My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You, Jesus
One Desire - Hillsong

Today's worship wasn't that bad
Songs were nice but not as nice as the previous week's one.
Anyway, next few weeks will be orientation month for the sec 1s.
Next week is grandma's Death Anniversary, saddening eh?
Actually it's on Thursday but we're going to mandai for some monk thingy, ew.
I'm just going there to represent my family don't believe about the monk thingy.
At least show some respect to my grandmother.
It has been one year and the whole Chay family is falling apart
whereas the tong family is growing stronger.
After church, My family, except for Dad 'cos he went to GuangZhou again,
went to Vivo to have the last lunch with my brother before he is
enlisted into NS, sigh he's leaving on the 11th of Jan.
Ate at Modesto's again and it's still as yummy as ever.
Ate to my heart's content, haha.
Brother saw his clique friend and one of his friends working at Zara.
Speaking of Zara, I bought a top there! Duper cheap
Thanks to my sister, she spotted the top and immediately asked me to try it on.
We're going to have a feast tonight! Portobello? mushroom!
Home-made italian pasta:)

Choir will be packed, going to commit my time to choir this year :D
1. CNY at esplanade.. outside, haha.
2. Total Defence Day
3. Slovak. Trip
4. Founders Day
5. National Day
6. SYF practices.
7. Camp!

i bawled my eyes out last night.

Labels: One desire - Hillsong

i'm really tired. Looks like this year's going to be really busy.

school's starting tomorrow in like 9hours?
oh my gosh, i'm going to miss pressing this keyboard
and blogging will be less.
Sigh, i'm really missing 1C, the oh-so fun classes!
English is always the best, we make a lot of noise
and always sneak out of class to buy food! hahaha :D
The old times i guess this year will be a new year..

just went out to wheelock, ate at fish&co.
bought my Clay Marble book, finally.
Dad bought a shirt and a pair of shoes from Massimo Dutti :D
So funny, we made two trips back there.
One to buy the shirt and one to buy the shoes.
A short outing but at least i get to enjoy before school starts!
Oh my, i miss choir sooooo much especially the clique :D
Hope we get to eat out once in awhile together.