i guess what you said were just excuses.
I feel so dumb for holding on and fighting for something that didn't even want to stay.
I guess i didn't mean anything to you at all.
I think I'm just trying to hold back all my tears, sub-consciously.
I know i'm going to break down anytime soon, been trying to act happy, when i obviously am not.
Sigh, i really need a hug right now. I really need a getaway.