Tuesday, October 30, 2012
I shall finally blog a proper post.
My life's basically been: Eat, Sleep, Watch Dramas, Do nothing, Study, LAN.
Yes, don't judge, I do LAN & yes i'm a girl. But honestly, i love gaming.
There's just something about it. The adrenaline and all. SO DON'T STEREOTYPE.
On a random note, was browsing through thoughtcatalog & found a post
that absolutely described how i felt/feel. So, here are some parts from it:
"You carry on the conversation for a few more texts and then disappear for another month or so. Why do you do that? Why do you come back so sporadically and vanish so fast? There was a time when you would text me nonstop from the time you woke up until the time you went to bed."
"Is it to make yourself feel better? Do you like knowing that no matter what I will answer you? Do you sit back and think, “lets see if this girl still lives her life for me”? Let me save you the trouble of thinking that much. Yes I will always answer you. I still care about you. "
"However, I know every time the conversation stops I am reminded of the bad, and I’m left feeling empty and confused. I don’t want to feel that way anymore. "
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Monday, October 29, 2012
"We accept the love we think we deserve"
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Sunday, October 28, 2012
When will this feeling go away? Once and for all.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2012
"Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes. Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go.
But moving on from him is impossible, When I still see it all in my head"
-Red, Taylor Swift
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Sunday, October 21, 2012
"Be patient, be still. Things aren't always what you want, but they can be. Enjoy the freedom that the here and now brings. Let the future take care of itself, while you take care of the moment."
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Thursday, October 18, 2012
"And yet, when pain gets too great and we are truly at a moment of emotional weakness, we are supposed to be the strong, silent type? It seems almost unfair to expect of us, at a moment when feeling the full weight of pain is most necessary, to squash it all down into some hidden-away compartment."
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Tuesday, October 16, 2012
"I do, however, want to remember what it feels like to be hurt, to want, to need something so desperately only to find out that your life is perfectly fine without it."
This whole thought describes everything i'm feeling & eventually hoping to feel.
Beautifully written.
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Saturday, October 13, 2012
Can i have another getaway? forever?
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Monday, October 08, 2012
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Saturday, October 06, 2012
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Friday, October 05, 2012
I'm dead scared at what lies ahead.
I really don't know how i'm going to live, to be happy ever again.
& you know what i hate the most? When everyone tells me it's going to be okay,
it's going to get better. It's not that easy.
It's not easy. at all.
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"It requires a great deal of willpower to take the scissors,
cut the cord and avoid ever having a relapse during a moment of weakness."
-Thought Catalog
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Wednesday, October 03, 2012
“God doesn’t take something away from you
without giving you something better.”
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Monday, October 01, 2012
"There are about a hundred things wrong at the moment,
but there are probably also a hundred other things that are not wrong."
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