A Monday that started off fine, to being fantastic in the middle, but ended off badly.

Here's a summary:

Last UR Class > Impromptu dinner with Zoey & Tim, blessed time >

Came home and found out that my mum fell and she was bleeding so much
but thank God, really, that she didn't faint or anything, thank God that
she's not in excruciating pain. & Although she's still bleeding and there's this 

crater-like thing on her head now, I'm still very thankful to God that it's not THAT serious.

But still serious enough to worry about.

& here's to the Bipolar Monday. Hello Stressful Tuesday.

You are your greatest enemy. 

The past few days have been extremely tiring but yet fun-filled.

Thurs-Fri was spent with the Salmon Family @ Loft94.

Staying over, drinking, and going extremely high and having

our version of "clubbing" and playing murderer and all.

And i had round 2 of drinking @ Kai's place on Friday night.
I think i was extremely exhausted. Surviving on 3 hours of sleep.

It was quite epic, i couldn't walk properly when i was heading back.

Thank God brother came to fetch me.

& then i spent the past few days sleeping and sleeping and watching the Olympics.

NOT DOING A SINGLE WORK. THINKING IT'S THE HOLS

WHEN MY EXAMS ARE JUST IN A FEW WEEKS. 

Do you know what's one thing i can't stand?
When you're the victim but you're getting blamed by the one that is at fault.

That's one thing that pushes my limits up and really makes me angry.
And it'll be 10 times worse if you don't apologize.

Monday Blues. Bluey indeed.
Finally finished IB. *throws confetti/breaks free from jail*

Weather was atrocious. UR class was as per normal.

Caught "The Dark Knight Rises" today with the sister.
Oh. my. goodness. Best movie of... the century.
It was so so so so so good. It was epicly epic awesome.
No words can describe exactly how awesome it was.
SO. PLEASE. Do yourself a favour and go watch it.
And! Don't forget to pee and not drink anything. Trust me.
It's torturing to hold your bladder. especially at the exciting parts.

Basically had a blessed Friday! Thank You Jesus!
Lunch at Astons with Trisha and Catch-up session with RYMD.

Lunch at Tonkichi at OC today.
Different from the usual outlet we normally go to(shaw)

Enjoyed my time there with mum and sis.

Tonight, I'm feeling more lonely than usual. 

Love that was lost and maybe, never to be found again. 

This isn't supposed to happen. After 3 good months, I'm starting to falter.
Just because of one stupid thing. one. stupid. thing.
And, I detest this feeling that reminds of me of every single memory I possess with you. 

"Your love so great, higher than the stars.

Unfailing love, deeper than the sea.
Your love so sure, stronger than the mountains"

- Love so High, Hillsong.

The new album by Hillsong, Cornerstone, has really fantastic songs.
The lyrics are just amazing. 

This is about a heart that aches with memories too big for its fragile little form, that is bursting on all sides from love that longs to be accepted, to at least be vocalized. This is a heart that dies a slow, quiet death from this awful need we have to pretend as though something never existed the second that it is over.

We allow ourselves to believe that their patience and dedication
means they will be around forever,
that they no longer need the attention and spontaneity of new infatuation.