I thought i should update here a lil bit.
1. I'm crying like mad every single day.
While walking home, while working, while trying to sleep,
while using my laptop, while on the bus.
2. I'm not ashamed to show how i really feel.
People can stare at me for all they want.
We're human afterall.
3. Gotta brace myself for the worst.
You never know. It can happen now,
in a few hours time, in the morning,
when you wake up, when you're sleeping.
Anytime.
4. This is a true test of my patience.
A test of how much i can take.
5. Am i supposed to continue fighting?
or just let go? and move on?
You give me the answer.
6. Once i know, i'll make my next decision.
Trust me, once i put my heart & mind to it,
i can accomplish it.
So i appreciate if you let me know
and not leave me hanging there.
7. Thank You.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY DEAR REBECCA!