i'm really sorry
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Did you Feel the Mountains trembleI really don't know what has gotten into me nowadays.Everything i do is always wrong.I'm starting to easily get angry nowadays.I definitely don't like it, i just feel like really punching myself.Everytime i blow off, i'll start to regret and feel like crying.My Mum and Dad have been quarelling alot.
My Mum actually said that if she wasn't a Christian
she would long have divorced my Dad :(
And it's not only once that she has said that
practically every week she will say that.
My Dad doesn't seem to really care about her.
I actually tried to ask him to say sorry to her
for scolding her for no reason and he actually said
that he doesn't care about her. I know my Dad is stressed
'cos of the T3 hotel dateline thing. Yes, i should understand
how he feels but, shouldn't he be more understand too.
Both parties should understand how the other person feels?I also can't stand the fact that my mum keeps pressurizing meto keep telling XXXX to fetch me back and stuff.She's putting me in a difficult position too.I don't want that to happen either, can't she just understand?!Now she's practically driving me to a corner.Right now she's actually talking about the incidentRIGHT INFRONT OF ME. I mean doesn't she have feelings?!Doesn't she know that I HAVE FEELINGS TOO?!Everyday, i feel so pressurized.Everyday, i'm starting to scold at least one person.I don't like myself right now.I really feel extremely stressed.I've already been trying my best to stop feeling like that.I've tried my best to be what you want me to be.But i can't, i can't do it.I think if i've got any big obstacles ahead of mei'll just faint right on the spot.My body is starting to fail me.Lord, Please help me through this difficult moment of life <3I'm really sorry to Junhou especially.I'm sorry for shouting at you :(Everyone/Anyone who reads my blog or this postplease tolerate with me, i'm going to sort things out.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Holy spirit come empower,
Change my heart, I want to live for You, my God.Science paper is FINALLY OVER!Not to mention Chinese test!
1. Thank God really, for helping me to concentrate
and be motivated yesterday :D I'm glad i did accomplish something.
Now, i've got to be extremely motivated to do History!
2. Venessa Khoo came back! Ages since i've seen her.
I think some of your know what i'm thinking!
3. My new english teacher isn't as good as she claims to be.
She sounds like those Hong Kong people trying to speak english.
So, practically every morning i've got to tolerate her
horrible voice which will eventually spoil my day.
And she's really aosfhoasihfoiahf.
Anyway, that doesn't matter.
4. Chapel today wasn't horrible.
Poor Mr Tan's Guitar string broke :S
There was no other people to play the drums or
electric guitar if not worship would have been fabulous!
5. I've been getting angry nowadays.
I apologize to everyone that i piss off :(
6. Choir was pretty fun :D
Mrs Onn is pregnant like what we guessed
7. Science paper was today and it wasn't that bad
So was chinese!
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
We Cry Holy Holy Holy Church worship today wasn't that bad.
Youth Cell group went by pretty fast.
My group's really quiet, so it's pretty boring.
Had lunch at Fish and Co Wheelock
and had my Haato icecream which made me happier :D
Came back and i TRIED to study but i did make a lil progress
but the motivation i had eventually died down.
This week is totally torture it's almost equivalent to having MYEs
Which i would prefer having 'cos i need stress to motivate me.
This week has test tests tests, WORK WORK WORK and projects after projects.
Tomorrow would be a wacky day with girls going ONE ARMS LENGTH
School, which is almost equivalent to going to the military, has a new rule.
One arm's length apart from the opposite sex.
So, some of us got scolded for trying to follow the rule
Rules are there to abide right?
Anyway, i think it's a really wacky rule since we're in a uni-sex school.
I'm dedicating this whole block of words
here to -------- at my tagboard.
You indicate to me and make me feel as if
I KNOW YOU. What's wrong with simply putting your name?
Yes, it's your option whether you want to put it.
But even if i know or don't know you,
is there any harm at putting your name?
It's not like i'm going to chomp you up or anything
There's absolutely no harm at putting your name.
Just that people whom visit my blog will know who you are
But i'm sure many people have your name around the world.
I won't bother tracking you down
if you're someone whom i don't know.
But, at least i can acknowledge you and know who you are.
What makes you think that i don't accept
people whom i don't know.
You claim you don't know me, so how would you know
that i don't accept people whom i don't know.
You can't just judge a book by it's cover.
You are assuming things which aren't true
since you don't know me,
then why in the first place come and comment
on something that you don't know about either?
Why bother to comment on my blog?
It's okay if you say Hi or anything if i don't know you.
But you are saying other stuff which make me think
that YOU KNOW WHO I AM AND YOU KNOW ME.
If you don't know me, why bother
to keep coming back to my blog?
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
Blessed RedeemerMy EQ is 121 supposedly
if not it's 167, a vast difference eh?
The IQ test is too long la
Tuition wasn't that bad today! Infact, it was pretty fun.
I'm going to Michelle's chinese tuition :D
I managed to study the definition of element, compound and mixture.
That was as far as i could go, i was totally distracted.
And, i just kept playing neopets. I'm really getting addicted to it like before.
My brother has been out since 4pm with the same gang that he hangs out with.
It's unfair that he gets to stay up so late.
Anyway, i can't wait for Hillsong concert!
I still don't know who i'm going with, Michelle please tell me who's going!
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Friday, April 25, 2008
I'm living for your glory
I'm living for the name above all names.
No else is worthy, No one else can ever take your placeToday was a really extremely fun day :D
Literature was pretty boring though, but time passed by quickly.
Literature is always boring anyway.
Did i mention? Our class won the International Friendship
Quiz thingy for the level :D So, we got this hamper thingy.
I was really happy when i saw wang wang inside,
but they started poking it and stuff.
There were MANY MANY ants inside the individual packet
inside the big packet. It was really disgusting!
We've got a new Chinese Teacher :S
We Drove away XXX,
Yee came, We drove away Yee.
XXX came back and we again, drove him away.
I wonder what will happen to our new teacher.
History, class clique was thinking alot.
We were all pretty quiet and sad.
Class started a rumor/fact.
Wrote the rumor/fact on pieces of paper and it was passed around :D
Poor XXXXXXXX and XXXXXX. But oh well, they really seem as if
they X
IXX each other.
Choir clique - Sops + Evan went to XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX****** to eat :D
We missed our stop and had to walk quite a long distance to our destination.
Boooo, the XXX XXXXX machine spoiled!
and i really really wanted to eat it.
Anyway, we had fun XXXXX******** people!
We found something else to say too!
3 cheers for Minxian! She created that new thing.
Choir had games and it wasn't that bad!
Rebecca and I kept screaming when the ball was coming
and when we were running around the bench.
At first, it was pretty boring but it got more fun.
Belda is really scared when i sit on the bench and she's standing.
SEX is a weirdo okay and his other friend likes to "Dao" people.
For your info, the X's is randomly typed.
There's no sequence, so don't bother deciphering
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When you look me in the eyes
Thursday, April 24, 2008
When you Look me in the eyesSo, the past few days weren't that bad.
Yesterday was fun fun fun :D
Wel,, i got abandoned at the Dover market
by Faye Woooo and Minxian, but it wasn't exactly their fault.
They had to go back home already.
Anyway, came back to school and ate my food with Michelle.
I found stupid leaves at my bag and i put some more leaves on their bags.
Then we headed to the L@F 'cos Mich had to do her Lit project.
Allinda and Dione were there!
Well, i had fun with them. They said that XXXXXX is XXXXXXXX.
What nonsense that was la! But it was funny, haha.
Anyway, Michelle and i headed to Anchorpoint
and we went Cold Storage shopping!
I bought this cotton candy with pop-y thingys inside
and POIFUL! POIFUL POIFUL! It's the jelly bean thing by the way.
And we bought IceCream(TUB) and spoons to eat the icecream.
Sat at that usual green area and started eating.
I was eating my cotton candy and the sweets were poping really loudly!
Today was fun with the study group people + Minxian + Margaret + Evan
Had Lunch opposite with 9 people, amazing eh?
Our class guys are seriously obsessed with eating the dessert at Dover.
Anyway, we bought snacks snacks!
Went to the XXX floor to study!
And leonard was laughing alot and it was really funny.
Anyway, after studying, Michelle came and we were at the canteen.
Only Leonard, Xingyi, Rebecca, Michelle and I were there though.
The rest went back home, except for Margaret who was with Vera.
Anyway, we all got bored and XXXXXXXX people :D
It was really fun and we were laughing like crap!
Thanks peeps for the great day <3
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Did you feel the mountains tremble?
Did you hear the oceans roar?
When the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one
Did you feel the people tremble?
Did you hear the singers roar?
When the lost began to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one
And we can see that God you're moving
A mighty river through the nations
And young and old will turn to Jesus
Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord
Open up the doors and let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your joy
Dancers who dance upon injustice
Did you feel the darkness tremble?
When all the saints join in one song
And all the streams flow as one river
To wash away our brokeness
And here we see that God you're moving
A time of Jubilee is coming
When young and old return to Jesus
Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord" Did you feel the mountains Tremble" - Delirious
HAPPY EARTH DAY! I've got to talk about a few stuff!
1. XXXXX XXXXXXX classmates!
Hehehe, it's super fun to just say gibberish when i XXXX them
with the rest :D Haha, Joel XXXX me when i was just infront of them.
and it XXXXXX like a girl XXXXXXX on the XXXXXX la.
On the MRT, People XXXX back and we were panicking a 'lil bit.
Anyway, we pretended to be other people. One of them actually believed us.
2. Chapel wasn't that bad. But we had fun doing certain stuff.
Well, we saw something super shocking!
When Hannah wanted the Microphone from Lincoln,
He actually denied giving it to her and backed off.
Lessons on Monday weren't that bad.
PE was fun playing badminton with Minxian!
I suck at serving, I suck at badminton.
Minxian rules at badminton, Minxian is really amazing.
Hahahhhhaha :D I'm forcing myself to write that
though no on told me to write that!
FC was quite fun with Margaret.
After FC, We had to stay back 'cos we made alot of noise
during english and weren't listening to instructions.
Well, we were given a challenge, to not make a single noise in the span of 5mins.
Well, I lost my balance and managed to gain in back by making that
"Bird-y" movement. Margaret and I were trying our best to
keep our laughter within us. Then later, Zhijie's alarm started ringing
and i was really holding my laughter, i was biting my lips.
Choir was really really boring and slack.
I really really wish the seniors were back!
I really love them <3 without them, choir really sucks. Today wasn't that horrible, only when chinese lesson came :( I seriously think i'm going to fail chinese test! Oh well, doesn't matter. I don't need Chinese to survive. Tze Li was really nice to wait with me for my mum. David kept irritating us by trying to sweep "Ghost" away and "Ghost" is me. Whereas, Rhino is TZEEEE :D Aw, Mr Guo owes me my money :(
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
Worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness
with awe and with reverence, bow to adore
You are my Lord, you are my holiness
Jesus my righteousness, I worship you Lord
This whole chunk of crap is for
SUPER DUPER ULTRA DROP DEAD GORGEOUS MICHELLE
So, please don't bother reading.
Michelleeeeeeee! I want to have another Intense convooo with you.
Let's hang out at TCC anchorpoint one day okay?
Let's spend as much time together before you shift house!
And during June Hols, you can come over to my house and study!
We shall have a 8 hours shopping trip!
We shall eat at CJLMXLB ( Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao )
We shall have intense Photobooth session at my place!
We shall go out to eat Takoyaki Balls!
We shall go Botanic gardens!
We shall enjoy life!
We shall save money for December!
We shall study study study!
We shall bond with other people!
We shall go out with Rebecca!
We shall go out with the Choir Clique!
We shall stay best friends forever
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Turn on the Lights
Turn on the LightsAfew things i've got to say :)
TO THE 5/6 CHOIR CLIQUE PEOPLE :
I won't be uploading any pictures on my b log currently.
I've got no time to RESIZE the pictures.
And i won't be able to send your the pictures
as the un-resized pictures are 1.80+ MB big
therefore it'll be a huge file to send.
So please be patient and wait .
Ain't easy resizing the pictures.
1. Thanks everyone who have been asking me whether i'm alright.
Like what rebecca said, it's time to let go.
Though i have no idea what she's referring to.
What has been done has been done, there's nothing i can change
but all i can do is to change my ways.
So, now, i've become more determined to study harder
especially for science. I seriously don't care about chinese
as long as i pass that subject, i'll be happy.
2. Last night was a blast :)
We had a barbeque last night at my cousin's place!
The condo has sooo many jacuzzis and pools.
Anyway, my dad bought a PSP for my brother.
My brother screwed abit of his interview :S
I want my PSP too! I want a Video IPOD for myself!
Anyway, we roasted marshmallows!
Super nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice.
3. I had a great lunch with my family.
Went to the Hilton hotel to check out the club21 sale.
Not much there, all the clothes are so eeee.
Anyway, it was nice seeing the LV stuff.
But seriously, i feel that the quality has dropped.
and i know how to tell from the fake LV stuff > : D
4. I've got a stupid graph test online
and a graph test tomorrow.
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere
Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me downLast night, i've been thinkinghow much i've got through so far, how much i've changed.Losing friends and something precious.But still, these memories have matured me and made me stronger.And i'm glad that i've made some of these changes.I'm going for a BBQ later :D
Time to interect with my cousins again!
Can't wait to see all of them especially that 'lil jiaxian!
I'm really going to miss 2A at the end of the year.
Yesterday was a test of real friendships and how united we were.
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Friday, April 18, 2008
Thank God, truely he is the greatest GodAlot of things happened today,
Tears, hatred, joy and laughter.
Many of us were crying alot, all of us were depressed.
I myself felt like commiting suicide.
It actually went to and extend to make me feel like
commiting suicide. Only class 2A and some other people know.
I don't intend to tell the story at all.
After school was really fun :D
Went SP to eat with Evan, Rebecca, Faye and Minxian!
Bus-ed back and we started PAINTING
with Joshua, Rebecca, Faye, Minxian, Rachel, Tzeli, Jamie, Amanda and Jeanette.
Other people came to join in such as Margaret and Al-emporio! :D
and some other sec 4s
Super funny, i was painting on Joshua and he painted on me too !
Then cleaning up was fun.
Jamie and Rebecca went to clean Joshua's shirt 'cos it was really dirty.
And Rachel and i played Monkey with his shirt!
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
oh MANTOU MANTOU, stand by me I seriously miss Miss Lim, such a RANDOM sentence.
But really, i miss her powerful prayers, haha!
Anyway, classes were really boring
but after school was super duper fun :D
Went opposite to eat then went to buy some snacks
and by the time we reached school it was 3+
so we decided not to go for remedial 'cos it would
be a waste of time. So we saw Hongting in 105
so we went in too :) Anyway, i decided to study in the classroom
with Gregory, Xingyi, Leonard and Rebecca!
And it was super funny! Gregory told us super duper funny stuff
and after that we went rummaging through the whole class
and we found a decomposed maggot in this plastic bag under the stage.
It was freaking disgusting but Gregory went to jump on it TWICE
and then, we stuck it under someone's table.
We then found a puppet and started playing with it
and then we found MORE puppets
and decided to stay at the window and suddenly pop out and scream
when suddenly walks pass. We were all laughing like crap and it was really fun.
Xingyi and Leonard really can laugh alot.
I had serious fun today with you guys :D
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Talk Shows On Mute
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
And with the Heavens we declare, You are our KingI had fun having a voice convo with Rebecca on MSN :D
Here are minority of the pictures from Sunday's outing.

(Extras, Yeewei, Deborah)

(Yeewei and Michelle)

(Deborah, Yeewei, Rebecca, Michelle, Faye!)

(Deborah and Faye!)

(Michelle, Faye, Deborah, Yeewei)

From Top - Bottom : Yeewei, Rebecca, Faye, Michelle

(Faye, Michelle, Rebecca, Deborah!)

( Michelle, Rebecca, Deborah, Yeewei!)
Labels: i love you more than anything
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Excuse me Mr fake
Saviour, He can move the mountainsI finally Cut my stupid thick/bush hair :D
Anyway, lessons were really super duper boring today.
YAY, tomorrow there's D And T
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I think i still love you
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Dopey Duos School wasn't that bad today though i got in trouble afew times.
I've come to a conclusion that the school library is the cause of ALL problems.
Chapel wasn't that good 'cos it led to
something bad and something that totally had no logic.
Class got scolded 'cos we didn't bring our books
and went to share with other people.
I mean the school didn't state any conditions
or anything as long as we're READING.
Doesn't matter 'cos i brought my book :)
Anyway, the class went to the Library after that.
Minxian, Margaret, Kimberley and i were freaking bored
and we already knew what to borrow, so we started playing CATCHING.
It was freaking stupid and funny and the space that we were running around
was really small so it was super easy to catch each other.
We got caught a few times so we stopped and
randomly grabbed a book from a random shelf
We sat down and I started reading the newspapers.
But the teacher stopped me from reading
the "HOME" section of the Straits Times.
Well, we all got bored and started having Story telling. This time,
Rebecca, Tzeli, Gay Junhou and Zhijie and Gavin joined in.
Sometimes doing some bad things can
bring joy and laughter to our fellow emo friends.

Humph. Hah
Anyway, He made minxian, Kimberley, Margaret, gavin and i do reflection!
AFASKDHSAKD, Zhijie and Junhou were included too but who cares.
History was the time where Minxian and I set a new record
of eating Instant Noodles IN CLASS. How amazing eh?
I brought my flask with hot water and amazingly it stayed pretty hot!
And i dirtied the class like crap, i'm sorry 2E.
Music lesson sucked. My teacher was angry and i could tell.
I'm starting to lose all my music abilities.
Here are the pictures in the toilet that we took on Sunday!
( Minxian and Deborah )
(Michelle and Minxian)
(Yeewei, Minxian, Deborah)
(Balloon, Michelle, Deborah)
(Faye and Michelle)
(Makeup In Process)
(Deborah and Yeewei!)
(Yeewei, Deborah, Minxian)
(Deborah, Extra Minxian, Michelle)
(Yeewei and Minxian)
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Monday, April 14, 2008

Talk Shows on Mute
STUPID SCREEN IS THE CAUSE OF ALL STUPID PROBLEMS :(
My screen is suddenly so small and when i change the resolution,
it's too huge. This sucks big time.
Yesterday was the BEST 5/6 choir clique outing!
Church was amazingly good!
Bonded with my age group girls.
After the VCH concert, we all walked to Marina square.
I wore my super duper high heels but gave up half way
'cos my legs were aching at that time.
And all of them refused to continue and told me to change in the middle of nowhere.
After much persuasion from the girls, i decided to change if not we couldn't move on.
On those huge flight of stairs leading to Marina Square.
We all went high and started thinking tons of stupid photos with my power camera
which managed to last throughout the whole day, even leaving one bar of the battery available!
We took different types of photos such as
1. Stamford Raffles
2. LOVE
3. Some normal thingy.
4. JUMP SHOTS!
Yeewei's accuracy was amazingly good.
Right now, we know who to find to take jump shots!
We took really Fab Jump shots :)
After that, we headed on to WARAKU!
Rebecca and Yeewei took a picture of Michelle walking
and woah, she does look like a supermodel.
So, our " Supermodel, yea, yea yea." really does describe her well.
We sat at this huge table at Waraku.
This was when all the real fun began.
the laughter, the smiles. Just seeing them smile and
seeing us bond really made me happy. I'm looking forward to choir
so that i can see them everyday, especially yeewei.
Michelle's the unglam girl tooooooooooooooooo.
She's such a poor thing to sit next to me when eating especially when yeewei has the photo.
So happen that yeewei managed to take unglam photos, not intentionally, of michelle
while taking really nice photos of me, haha.
The rest of the girls left except for Michelle and I.
I ate the Sundae at Azabu? It sucked real bad
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT, the icecream outside is freaking nice.
Today has also been a really blessed day!
Thank God for today and yesterday, Thank him for all my great friends.
Played badminton during PE,
i've created a new method of serving! 3 cheeeeeeeeeeeers for meeee!
It's called the bouncing of the shuttlecock!
And my hands were so sweaty that my racket flew out of my hand
while trying to serve, thank God that i didn't hit anyone.
Well, i blasted at people a few times today. But i wasn't really in the mood to scold.
Chinese class, a sucker-up? scolded us for talking.
But we weren't the only ones talking.
Firstly, you made a huge mistake by saying we were making the loudest noise.
1. We're right behind you, so obviously the sound would be louder.
It would be pretty understandable if you were sitting far away and
said we were making the most noise, but you weren't.
Anyway, science was fun!
My test tube holder was on fire and the guys behind me
secretly did the teacher's demo.
I didn't see why we weren't doing the demo at all.
It didn't seem dangerous, infact i think it was less dangerous
than the first one that we did.
The choir has seemed to became all wild.
They're behaving like wild hooligans.
It's really sad to see the choir going down
after the pretty nice performance we did at VCH just a day ago.
We're like putting our efforts all to waste.
What's the point of working so hard but you don't continue
to keep that standard that you've set.
Instead, you let it drop. Alto's weren't singing at all.
It was practically only Rebecca and i singing :(
Unfortunately, Yeewei, Minxian and Al-Emporio were sick.
I'm such Toh conductor was pretty angry with the choir.
Booooooooo, i wish the sec4 seniors were back.


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:D
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Worship You Lord TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEE
CHOIR CONCERT WASN'T BAD AT ALL THOUGH THERE WERE MISTAKES.
I'll update more in detail when i get to upload my pictures :)
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
Wonderful, So Wonderful is your unfailing love
Your Cross has Spoken Mercy over meSo many things happening tomorrow!
1. Church
2. Meet Michelle at Holland V to buy balloon for Nat
3. VCH concert
4. Dinner with clique!
and the next day there's school.
The choir should excuse people from school the next day.
or there shouldn't even be choir the next day, humph.
Sigh, school stuff have been taking up practically my whole life.
Next Saturday there's going to be a BBQ at my newlywed cousin!
and i think germs/bacteria went into my cut wound :(
There's this super huge bump there. Sigh
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Royalty anyone? Today rules :D
I've been eating really nice food.
1. Burger with Portabello mushroom!
2. Mantou my chocolatey Mantou!
3. Korean Strawberries
and for dinner i'm eating some spaghetti thingy thing thing!
I can't stop but think about the seniors leaving :(
I'm going to cry freaking loads on Sunday.
And i feel bad for not getting Nat Yau a balloon
So, i've decided to go buy him a balloon and somehow pass it to him.
Michelle said he was jealous when he saw the balloons they were holding.
Hehehe, i suddenly have this obsession with pretty Helium Balloons!
I just want to hold on forever 
( My MICHELLE )


( Kate's pretty balloons )
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<3
Friday, April 11, 2008
We're one Big Family Minxian came back to school today!
Therefore, school was amazingly great today!
I was made to stand up in Literature for talking, hehe.
But i wasn't talking that much!
So happened that whenever she turns to see me, i'm talking, humph.
anyway, end of english class we ran out
without letting the teacher see our work.
But i did do it, don't get why they must check.
If we didn't copy down the notes, it'll be our lost and not the teachers.
Anyway, Mr guo wanted to see us after school.
i think what your did is totally not accepted
and you're really mean people to be doing that,
i'm sure you won't like people talking about your defaults.
No one is perfect, everyone has their flaws including both of yourChinese was freaky freaky and pretty fun.
We thought margaret how to speak chinese! :D
OILY AK is mentally retarded, seriously.
I think if CKP did that, i'll laugh my head off big time.
After science, we saw Mr Guo and all of us freaked out
we started running towards our form class, did the locker stuff and
want to run away. But, Brendan said he'll talk to us on Monday.
Choir clique went to BK at holland village for lunch!
We made so much noise such that one guy moved away:S
Bought balloons for Baoyue, Lynette and Kimberly!
Aaaaaaw, i'm really going to miss them! Especially Baoyue.
Choir practice wasn't that bad, infact it was good.
Hopefully, we'll set the same standard on Sunday!
Omgosh, i hate statistics :( I can't get it at all
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
i can hold balloons.
It's the freaking wind which keeps making them fly everywhere

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The air is visible around you
Rising up and off your lips
In slow currentsI'm really angry with my mother.
I just can't stand her stupid mood swings.
One moment she's super nice and another moment
she's all gloomy and she starts scolding people for tiny little stupid things.
Humph!

School wasn't that fun :( Minxian didn't come!
Alot of choir people are starting to be sick, including me.
Well, only D&T lesson was ultra fun.
The wackiest thing that i've ever done currently in my secondary school life.
PLEASE CLICK ON THE IMAGE
FOR IT TO WORK OR VISIT http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb246/MoosesLove/Hideandseek_DandT_100408img.gif Well, we played hide and seek with the teacher.
Rebecca Lau, Kimberley, Margaret, Me, Joshua and Xingyi.
She chased us out 'cos we already finished our key tag process
and since we didn't want to go to the workshop,
we tried staying in the Lecture theater.
The Animation describes it all. I'm not sure if it's Kimberley that she saw though.
It was super duper funny. Your might not find it funny
but it was fun for us! 'Cos we're actually experiencing it.
We tried it another time but this time with leonard.
Her back was facing us and we kept waving at the people she was talking to
and then she suddenly turned and saw leonard.
immediately, all of us dashed out!
After school outing was pretty fun with Michelle and Rebecca!
Our little outing to NYDC holland village wasn't that bad.
Here's the order of what we did.
NYDC BALLOON STARBUCKS.
I bought back Kate's balloon which flew in the sky
and an elmo one! When i passed it to her, she was super duper happy.
Well, i'm glad she's happy!
Everyone was staring at the huge balloon.
We're buying some more for the seniors which are leaving already :(
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
That's what's real to me Sugar high at Fairprice at dover,
Sugar high in school and Sugar high in class.
I've been really happy nowadays.
And poor Kate's huge balloon flew in the sky.
I feel really guilty and sad though i don't know why.
'Cos i was talking to Kate when it flew in the sky :S
So, i'm planning to get her a new one
to make sure that i don't feel guilty at all.
If not i'll just keep thinking about it.
Well, i'm pretty happy with my results for the recent Math test :D
Thank God for blessing me with good results!
Anyway, today michelle and i decided to stay back with Minxian!
We went broadway after lunch and got a drink 'cos it was freaking hot.
We were pretty high, but not that high.
Minxian was pretty scared her mum would go to school
so she ran back while Michelle and I went to Fairprice.
I started dancing around when i went there
And i though maybe buy back a
tub of ice cream to eat in school while studying
And i bought spoons too! I really went sugar high there.
Minxian went back early though and she was sooo nice to lend me her MP3!
Then later, I kept laughing and my stomach muscles hurt sooo much!
I just couldn't stop laughing at Xingyi.
You're coming back soon
I'm not looking forward to it at all
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People Killing, People Dying
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Father, i need some guidance
Service learning today wasn't that bad.
I think my group collected the most no. of newspapers :D
The 1st level we had at the most more than 10kg worth of newspapers
if not the range would be 8 - 12+++ ?
It was pretty cool, knocking on random people's doors
and asking for newspapers. Most of them refused to open their doors
and thought we were there to collect money from them :S
Anyway, i managed to snap a photo that is PURE blackmail material!
Stupid Chua ZhiJie, muahha.
It's seriously official that CKP is a CKP.
I can't stand it anymore, can't MOE fire that person somehow?!
I'm seriously horrified and freaked out by the way he behaves.
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Monday, April 07, 2008
I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.Minxian and i went sugar high for practically the whole day!
Took Height and Weight during PE,
I grew 1.5cm tall, that's not really a great thing.
I've got to keep jumping and stuff!
My goal is to keep growing till 166+ ?
I'm really sad about my weight! I am soooooo determined to lose weight!
Anyway, Minxian kept walking around in circles. She was really high then,
i went super duper sugar high rush:S
I kept insisting that people with cheating by tip toe-ing while taking height.
Well, somethings happened after English class.
Shan't say what happened.
As usual, Minxian and i went high in Maths class.
Seriously i think there's this aura? in Mathematics class
which keeps making Minxian and i SUGAR RUSH :D
During Chinese class, Zhijie kept shooting paper balls at me.
So, i threw back. Just that most of the time i kept missing
'cos my aiming seriously sucks big time.
I burnt myself thrice during science prac while
trying to light up the wooden splint, humph

Fairsian Connect was fun for the first time.
Sat infront of Joshua and Xingyi
and they kept blowing at Minxian and me!
So we elbowed them, muhaha.
And we were trying really hard to memorise Desh.
Choir pissed me off for the first time.
And that was the first time i have ever felt so angry in school.
I don't to see teachers and stuff therefore i'm not going
to write what triggered me to be angry.
Bought tons and tons of snacks for service learning tomorrow
Big packet of Ruffles, 2 pocky and 1 nerds :D
Hohohoho, i can't wait to see those adorable old folks again!
Here are some more pictures from Saturday!
( Priscilla Lim and Deborah!)
(Deborah and Margaret! )
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
Tangerine Dreams i'm really bored :(
I left my french curve in the freaking locker.
So i've got to skip PE somehow to do the work.
argh, my hair is all clumped up together.
i just don't know why i'm trying so hard.
I'm such a freak a stupid stupid freak
i just can't get things settled out
i keep letting others over throne me
i hate that feeling, i just simply can't stand it anymore.
I've been crying more nowadays, sleeping alot more.
I sleep more to stop thinking about the problems.
I just hope that i won't drift away from God :(
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I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you've gone
Bawl, i couldn't wake up today so i didn't go to church :S
Parents went to visit brother at the Army campand sister made her way to church.
Uploaded pictures from yesterday, so now i just need to edit them.
Here are some of the pictures that i've edited already!

(Priscilla Lim, Deborah, Minxian )

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Saturday, April 05, 2008
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
Woke up at 545am and for what purpose?
At first, i thought the countdown to our Founders day
would be a stupid thing and boring thing to do.
It still is stupid but it was fun with the rest of the class :)
Splashing water at the girls and getting splashed at was fun.
Dancing along to YMCA and other songs was fun!
Frequent half-way toilet visits and taking loads of pictures.
So, forming the badge was really hot but fun!
I took picture with this really cute primary 2 girl!
Anyway, here's the formation of the badge! 4500 people involved, coolio eh?

( Fairfield Badge )
The shape is off but it's there and it's really nice!
My class is hold the
Fairfield! The F :D
It can be clearly seen! Hahahha, i was helping to hold the star on the left.
After that Michelle, Rebecca and I
headed off to Ikea, the last day that we'll probably go back there.
The restaurent is going to close for renovation :(
There was quite alot of fairsians there.
Anyway, we managed to get a seat but we were eyeing our favourite place.
So once the couple left, i was like
Rebecca GOGOGOGO :D Super funny, i think alot of people
were pissed off at us for making loads of noise :S
Anyway, we waited for awhile for the menu to change to lunch.
So happened that i stood up suddenly and
there was this group of fairsians infront
and i was like, crap :S
Anyway, they said hi to us as if they knew us and we were all huh?
Played SSM and we were laughing like crap :D
Michelle left earlier then we left and went to anchorpoint
and i headed off to tuition. I was sleeping during tuition.
Just couldn't keep myself awake.
Stupid News didn't show our school > : (
That'll all for the update, i'll upload pictures when i feel like it :D
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Friday, April 04, 2008
Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cos it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's deadToday was a great day yet a horrible day :)
During Spelling test, The class's window BROKE.
It was super freaky but super coooliooooooo!
Then Our teacher went out and closed the door,
so a person with the right mind would have this instinct
and would do something :)
Well, all of us were mugging for the history test during chinese class.
Alot of us didn't really study actually.
well, i guess it wasn't that bad. But i seriously have to thank some people!
Science class Minxian and i were making alot of noise
and the sentence that Minxian kept repeating today was :
"I'm a perfectionist, perfection is my flaw!" something like that.
Minxian likes to draw on me and plant stamp kisses onto me!
I realise that that's some weirdo atmosphere in our Maths class
and it make Minxian and i super duper ultra high.
But i'm glad we're like that, 'cos being sugar high with her
makes me forget all about my problems!
Extra class contact ended early :)
So we went to broadway, i hate that place though.
Well, we were thinking of Plans about yeewei's birthday.
We had 2 plans only though.
We went to broadway, i hate that place, after school.
Saw Vanzino there with his other friends, didn't say hi though.
Anyway, yee wei is seriously blur.
She didn't even know that Faye and I ran out to collect the cake.
She didn't suspect anything! Hahaha
Well, we came late for choir but who cares.
Practice was pretty tough, sang pasigin, our favourite fishing song!
Might be singing that instead of Desh 'cos we suck at Desh.
Choir doesn't sound that bad today!
Hope that as each practice passes by, our standards and singing will go to a
higher level :D Hehe, After choir.
We asked Ian, Joshua and Eugene to join us with smashing the cake in YeeWei's face!
Well, she kept moving and i accidently smashed it at her eye!
And i dirtied her uniform like crap!
SORRY YEEWEI, BIRTHDAY GIRL! Well, i hid in the toilet 'cos i was scared she came to take revenge
but well she was in the toilet but she didn't smash the cake at me.
THE CAKE IS ULTRA OILY.
Well, after that we had a little fun truth or dare session with the choir clique
and Joshua and Eugene. Well faye did a dare
and she was supposed to go to the parade square with the red cross doing drill
and shout i LOVE FAIRFIELD! HAHAHHA, she actually did it. Super cute!
Joshua chose dare and his dare was to do some weirdo stuff but he had
to go back already so he owes us one dare :)
Well, stupid balloon made my day horrible too!
I stepped on an old man's foot on the MRT by accident of course
the bubble tea i bough dropped onto the floor and everything spilled out :(
Sigh, tomorrow there's some stupid 120th countdown ceremony.
They were so desperate to get more people to come and
actually went to ACJC to get the ex fairsians to come back.
Anyway, i seriously love 2A :D
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How Wonderful
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Paper Bags and Plastic Hearts,
All Belong in Shopping Carts
I was pretty happy today.
I've been really happy nowadays :D
Did i mention? I Love 2A loads
I guess last year my class wasn't that close we were all in our little groups
we had fights and quarrels in our class, everybody
not happy with each other and that we couldn't accept
each other's flaws and imperfection.
And Now that 2A is so bonded together i want to cherish this class and this moment.
Hopefully, we'll continue to remain close once we go to our different
class and all. Hopefully majority of use would stay in one class.
Sigh, i dropped michelle's mini letter during recess
and i lost my wallet but Minxian kept it and didn't tell me
i was super duper happy that she had it and i started crying alot.
Tears just couldn't stop coming out.
Well, i finally agreed to going to broadway.
Went to the bakery shop to look around and i bought a marble cake thingy
to eat in class with minxian :D Hahahah, We're trying to eat
all sorts of food during class, amazing eh?
After eating almost all my food, i found a dead huge insect
with a red body? in my soup. I totally freaked out okay! :(
Extra Choir practice wasn't that bad!
I guess our choir is getting better
and i expected less people to come though,
i guess people do bother about the choir.
It's just that they don't show it maybe due to peer pressure, haha.
Mr Ren is really really nice :D
Because he changed the history test tomorrow
actually he should change it because Rama didn't even confirm with us!
And if it was today she could have informed the class by coming to our class
Oh well, i really have to Thank God :D
And Kimberley and the VB team won Yuying! Yay for them.

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Name Above Every Name, Jesus To Rebecca Lau DUCK wai! My Beloved Quack-duck! I really thank God for letting me know you better.
I Promise that I'll treasure you and michelle forever.
You're have always been there to listen to my problems
and help me out. I've never had difficulty telling you my problems.
I hope it's the same for you :D I'm sorry for always blabbering out
all my problems and just going on and on and on.
You're not a lousy deputy, you're a great girl who cares for the world
and everyone, doesn't matter if your grades aren't good(Though it's good )
doesn't matter if your friends aren't of a good background or if their
smart and civilized or whatever, you are a girl who cares for her friends,
the world and is not biased and is not afraid to ask your friends to
shut up/keep quiet. You're not scared to scold them.
I really seriously am grateful that i got to know you
it is truly a blessing to know you and michelle.
and i pray that no matter what happens, whatever trials
and difficulty that crashes down on us, we'll be able to go through everything
with GOD :D I love you and i'm straight i'm not les!
I've reached my 301th post! Hurray for me! Today's classes weren't that bad they were pretty boring and all.
omgosh, i don't know why OW YONG keeps coming to my class!
It's the second time already and it's not like we did anything bad.
He came to examine the class again but this time in English class.
I think that it is not needed to keep emphasising on the "TH" sound.
It sounds too fake, seriously. Anyway, i had fun drawing the criminal thingy again!
ADP was funny, i kept laughing at myself/ to myself. I'm such a freak.
After school, went opposite to buy a drink.
Some random people suddenly said the mis-used word, fuck to me.
I didn't react at all, what for bother about this uncivilised people.
I wonder if they even know the definition for the word f**k.
and them spurting out all their vulgarities ain't cool at all.
It's immature and a stupid thing to do.
Anyway, i went out with Rebecca today! Poor Michelle was sick and had to stay home.
Well, we headed off to Orchard and we almost overshot at City Hall.
Blur me caused everything, haha.
Ate at Far East's Carls Jr. had a talk with rebecca :)
we were bored and went to prank call Zhijie :S
awhile later we were freaking out and felt really guilty.
We apologised and tried calling him but he didn't pick up the call nor reply back!
So we thought he was really angry.
But just now, he just said that he was kidding.
It really gave me a huge fright. Hahaha
Anyway, went to wheelock and bought some sweeeeeeeeeets!
Rebecca bought wine gums! I bought percy pigs and pals and percy pig!
We'll all probably get sugar rush! Hahahaha,
Bus-ed back with rebecca! I alighted way earlier than her though.
get well dear michelle and Kate :)
Some pictures from the previous days and today!
( Me :D )
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Beautiful Saviour
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Jesus, beautiful saviour,
God of all majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of god,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star
All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship you
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, jesus
I will sing forever, jesus i love you, jesus i love you Today's chapel was really really great except for the sermon though it was short.
Pris's brother's voice is freaking low. Hohohoho, and she claims it isn't.
This lyrics of the song above really touched my heart.
Truely God is wonder and he will forever be my saviour and i love him.
English wasn't that bad,
I guess the teacher was in a pretty good mood
and he let us off early without checking for rubbish.
STUPID SCHOOL WENT TO REJECT OUR CLASS'S
COTTON CANDY. AND THE OTHER CLASSES ARE
SELLING THOSE PACKET ONES WHEREAS, OURS IS
FRESH FRESH FRESH. MADE FROM SCRATCH BY US.
Oh my freak, that really pissed me off.
Whichever class which are doing cotton candy,
i want to slap all their faces. Hmph,
I actually went through all the trouble calling the people up
asking if the machine was avaliable and stuff and
guess what, REJECTED BY STUPID SCHOOL. oh my freaking goodness!
I seriously feel like putting down reasons why ours will sell better.
If there's so much criteria and whatever that classes do will be rejected
then my as well not do at all! What's the point! ACJC's FUNORAMA
had many stalls selling satay too!
Michelle, please cheer up alright? :D
Don't let those despicable fools make you feel miserable.
Infact, they should feel guilty for kicking? out a
super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous girl who CAN sing.
Those jerks don't know how to appreciate people who have TALENT!
Their taking things for granted!I think i'm seriously stupid to just keep waiting.
The only way to forget all that has happened is to
start from the beginning again, forget everything that i said and did.
But right now is that i can't find that starting point.The past few nights, i have been thinking about stuff
and somehow, i just keep tearing.
Tons of people are falling sick and i hope i'll be the next one.
I want to run away from all the problems i'm facing
and take a good break. Once i'm better,
i can solve all of those annoying problems
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