Hear the holy roar of God resound
Watch the waters part before us now
Come and see what He has done for us
Tell the world of His great love

Our God is a God who saves
Our God is a God who saves

Let God arise
Let God arise
Our God reigns now and forever
He reigns now and forever

His enemies will run for sure
The church will stand, she will endure
He holds the keys of life, our Lord
Death has no sting, no final word
"Let God Arise"-Chris Tomlin

Church today was great and fruitful :D
These past few weeks, God has blessed me abundantly
and i Thank him for that! I've been learning stuff during Cell group.
That's a good sign! Discussion today was yet again about
How much will you risk for God? and whether God actually needs us to
accomplish his task! My opinion was No, 'cos God can do anything
and even without our help, he can just make this happen and such :D

Had lunch at havelock road. It was okay, but i didn't like it.
My parents said that they would bring us to Tonkichi at Ngee Ann.
I wanted to go Suntec so at least can hear some F1 stuff.
Anyway, i can hear the zoom zoom thing at my house.
But it's really really really soft. My brother's thinking of getting Rockband 2!
I completed History!

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could breakaway

Study outing with Xingyi, Joshua and Tzeli at Joshua's church.
Went there after my tuition and went to buy bubble tea before going up.
Guess what? Study outing turned out to play outing man :D
I wrote one sentence of D&T only and did 4 questions of maths.
spammation after that! Everybody was shocked and stuff, ahahah.
Tried to find out who junhou likes but never mind.
We left the church at 5.30 and bus-ed to lan!
Played Counter Strike and it was really fun man!
I double head-shot kill! It was damn cool man.
Like i shot xingyi's head then joshua's head. HAHAHA :D

Came back around 8 and my whole family is out except for my mum.
I really want to go for the F1 race though it'll be really boring.
I want to migrate to london and watch the upcoming olympics man

I can't wait for post-EOYs.9 october is free life i tell you.
Rockband at my place immediately, lan-ing, shopping!
Class outing, post-eoys school activities and stuff :D

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday

Studied in school, gregory, hongting, adriel, joel, joshua, xingyi, junhou,
Rachel and tuckwai! :D Well, Rachel couldn't study much Joel didn't study
and Hongting left halfway to play soccer, haha. Junhou was writing
utter crap on the board. Adriel, Joshua, Xingyi, Joel and Rachel were playing VB
Managed to get chapter 7 of history done. Whooopeeeeee!
Went to foyer to Play VB for awhile but then we decided to play monkey
then we went to outisde to play VB and then we got tired
and went back in and then we played some electricity game?
Then Murderer and Detective then Concentration and i owned
all the guys in concentration, yay me :D Bus-ed back and
i slept quite alot on the bus 'cos the ride took so long.

School was fine and very slacky.
It was raining sooooo freaking heavily!
I waited in the jam at out school for 25 mins!
So freaking annoying la and i was so angry 'cos my whole skirt was wet
so was my jacket, so was my bag and so were my socks.
Took out my sock during Science and History class.
Mdm Zainab is really nice :) She came late too, hahahha!
Ms Tan forgot about our science lesson.
We had a test during Math class and it was fine
Chinese was freaking boring duuuuuuuuuuh.

Hongting! I don't know if you'll read this but,
don't worry okay? :D You're so nice la, nobody will do that to you!
Take care of yourself!

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
Tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

D&T, English, Chinese made my day
I did my bowl during D&T and it's really prettaye!
I thought the red would look horrible but it's not bad at all.
Ate lunch with Hongting, Xingyi, Gregory and Rachel!
Came back and went to class to study.
Photos with Visualizer and Rachel's creation of music videos.
Didn't study much, pftttt. Doesn't matter, tonight is ultra mugging night.
I'm going to sleep at 12, i'll drink coffee or whatever to keep myself awake.

Came home and read TKAM, first time i'm so engrossed with a boring book!
fyi, all books are boring for me. It's just whether they're really boring or what.
Tomorrow i'm staying back to study and i'm going to mug like mad.
Supposed to complete all history chapters by tomorrow.
It really got me thinking, i think this is selfish.

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Chapel was a total spoiler for the day.
The guitar was super loud till i couldn't hear myself talk and kept shouting.
I was so disappointed with the chapel today, i don't know.
At the same time, just thinking about stuff, it made me tear.
I guess this is the point of my life where everything's going down.
Friendship, family, studies, behavior, everything.
But never mind, i'm going to tell myself that i have to accept this
as this is a part and parcel of life. If i can go through this, everything will be fine.
I totally didn't feel good during chapel and with the noise pollution?
It made everything really bad and horrible, killer.
Additional 3 tests totally sucked man. Maths and History was alright though
but as usual, Chinese sucked to the max. Despite something..

Jacket day plan was totally ruined, but doesn't matter.
We still have TOMORROOOOOW! There's nothing to talk about today
other then going back with Ahtuckwai and my mum being really sick.
I had this awesomely weirdo dream yesterday, really wacko.
Everytime i'm studying i think of post-EOYs.

coolioo man, i managed to study Particulate model of matter and elements!
After dinner, i shall study History! There's history test tomorrow!
Just checked out the chalet rates and stuff.

We're so screwed 'cos Loyang does not have 4 consecutive days that are free.
Maximum free days are only 2! Maybe i should try Island resort.

I'll never say I love you anymore

Tomorrow will be freaking cool 'cos it's Jacket day
the cool dudezzxzxz Hahaha!
Omgosh, i'm supposed to study but here i am tempted by the stupid macbook.
Today was a piss off day, i'm so pissed off by little things.
But FC totally cheered me up and i felt so much better.
Exams are coming, i'm going to fail, trust me.

You really make me want to cry no matter how small your scoldings are.
I have no idea why i feel like crying, you just make me hate you so much till i cry.
I wanted to change my point of view of you, but you made me get pissed off
and i promise myself that i will never like you after i grow up.
You're such a freaking biased freak teacher, you know how annoying that is?
Biased things piss me off to the max, it pisses me off more than people
who anyhow accuse me of stuff. That's how much i hate biased things.
You were so nice at first, but then you suddenly became this annoying thing
Suddenly, all the teachers became stricter. Could it be 'cos of the exams?
I highly doubt so, most probably, it's the influence of some thing that
totally changed the whole school and the way i feel about this school.
Now i dread going to school, not 'cos of the exams(partially)
but because what this stupid school has become to.
Corrupted, military boot camp. That's what i think of this school.
or could it be me? I doubt so

You waited for me

Today was freaky fantastically fun with Joshua, Rebecca, Tzeli and Xingyi!
Had tuition from 1230-240. My cousin had the same tuition duration as me.
Decided to accompany Kate to take 282 but i alighted earlier.
I alighted Opposite Clementi Bible Church and bus-ed to Zoom
where Joshua and Xingyi were playing DOTA. Hahaha!
While waiting for them, Tzeli and I went to 7-eleven to get some snacks.
After like almost half an hour, we left.
Headed towards the church and then we "studied"
We went to lock the guys out for quite awhile.
Hahahaha, barely studied. I'm never in a study mood.
Found out that Joshua's scared of scissors and when you put it infront of him
he suddenly has "spasm" HAHAHA :D
Rebecca came to join us later and she cabbed down, ahha.
Then Tzeli left 'cos she had to go someone's house.
Bought bubble tea and then we went to eat Meepooook.
We were talking about our aspirations, hahaha.
Then we walked to Zoom and we played CS! FINALLY!
I got scolded for coming back so late and we cabbed to dover then to redhill.

Anyway, my mum's ordering F21
and and and I think Lauren Conrad, Mischa Barton and Blake Lively are pretty.
Oooooh, Ahtuckwai! Take care okay? I love you and tzeli alot!
Both of your rock out my world :D

Renegade Cavalcade


School made me feel so horrible 'cos of my diary.
Everywhere i went i wanted to smack random passers-by.
Buuut, History was pretty fun :D Mdm Zainad?Zainap? is really fun!
Mr tan' really nice! Hahahaha, english was like piss off but nevermind.

Lunch with classmates and studygroup with classmates afterschool.
Went to Anchorpoint and Hongting, Rebecca and I ate the western food.
Yumyum, headed to cold storage and we wasted alot of time there!
Hesitated to buy a tub of icecream back, but we didn't buy.
Headed to Ikea 'cos Hongting needed to go ATM.
Saw Michele, Samantha, Jeanette, Chinwei, Sarah and Esther!
And alot more fairsians, hahaha. Bought the icecream!
We missed like 33 and we had to wait so long for 14 or 33 to come.
Headed back to school and we went to ask Mr Guo whether we could use the classroom.
He gave us permission :D Rachel and Rebecca wai came in later and then Jeremiah.
I totally couldn't study at all okay. We played Upwords and i got the letters
"F, U, C" then Tzeli gave me a K and i had an "I, A, N, O"
We were totally laughing alot about it.
And then the lan group came back and they saw the thing, haha.
I used my "I, A, N, O" and withdrew more and i got "K, I, M, M, P" HAHAHA.
Later we got tired of the game so we played boggle!
Teamed with Tzeli, Joshua and rebecca together, Xingyi Adriel together
and Joel and Jonathan together. HAHAHA:D
Later we left 'cos the auntie came to lock up.
And then stuff happened! Stupid Joshua and Joel. Tsktsk

Headed home and i was supposed to do my tuition work
but i slept on the sofa from 830 to 12am.
I was sooooo screwed okay! So now i'm doing my tuition work.

Might be going Joshua's church later to study :D

A little bit longer

Wanted to skip school big time.
Stayed outside of Lit class for Half an hour to finish the work.
Didn't feel like going in at all.
The rest of the lesson was really slacky.
Chinese was boring to the max. Well, what do you expect? It's chinese.
Science was at the pract lab! Stuff happened.
I found out i lost my diary during english and i totally freaked.
Went to check Chinese class and i couldn't find it.
I feel so frekaing depressed :( If any other stupid class that took it, they're screwed.
Well, english was fun sitting with Prisc. Lim! :D
D&T was next and it was really fun :D

Went for lunch with rachel and Hongting and Leonard, Joel and Chua
The guys were giving Leonard money to drink the curry mix thing.
It was utterly disgusting and i totally lost my appetite.
Came back and then we studied at the canteen. Stuff happened
and then rachel and i waited for 33. It finally came after so long
but then we missed it 'cos the bus uncle was too fast!
So we waited for another 33 and then i went back.

I totally missed totally spies 'cos i fell asleep!!!!
It's a freaking new episode too! I can't believe i missed it.

I wish you'll remember

Today was really fun and i'm really proud of myself!
I didn't go to school in the morning 'cos of piano practical exam!
I thought i would screw it up but really, Thank God!
I didn't and the examiner was really extremely nice and funny!
Sight reading sucked 'cos my beat went off and my hands went all sweaty!
Well, i ended early and i had Macs for breakfast!

Came back to school and i stupidly surrendered my ezlink.
School system is freaking screwed up and it ain't productive at ALL.
Missed 45 mins of History class, total ownage.
Mini class test during math class and got pretty good marks.
Sat with ahtuckwai for english class 'cos Tzeli didn't come!
Last few 15 mins of english class we were protesting
'cos the 2C class came and told us to stop knocking the partition
and we were like all wth 'cos it wasn't as who started it and kept knocking!
So, it was all protesting and stuff!
Ended class early and we went to their class and we were like ooooi!

Lunch with Adriel, Joel and Rebecca.
ahtuckwai and my food took really long to come so we told
the guys to go back first since Hongting was waiting.
Rachel forgot to bring her house keys so she cabbed back from anchorage.
Found her walking around the market and we quickly caught up with her.
Went back and found Hongting playing soccer.
Went to the usual place to study! But i couldn't study at all.
Went for consultation with Mr tan! Then we took videos pretending to be teachers
and it was funny. We tried to do a "7 things" MV but failed big time!
Then everyone started going back but rach and i felt it was too early to go back.
So we went to find adriel and then stuff happened and adriel went back
Found this disgusting shell like small thingy on the leaves of the plant!
So we plucked out the leaf and starting examining the shell thing.
flicked it off and there was blood on the bottom and we scraped out the blood.
It was disgusting but cool! Stayed until 640 playing with the thing
and then i bus-ed back with rachel! :D

Ugly betty's on now but i'm in noo mood for Ugly betty.
Seventeen US came today! American Ferrera on cover! She looks freaking pretty!
I can't believe i'm saying this but Rebecca Lau Tuck wai Rocks

I'll never let you go

I suddenly had this thought that came to my mind.
So thought maybe i should share it with you people.
I highly doubt anyone actually bothers to read my waste-time posts
But still, for the glory of God!

People sometimes become christians as they think it's cool.
It is cool 'cos God totally is an awesome God.
But some people just become christians 'cos their friends get
the "extra" attention being Christians.
Well, don't just say you're a good christian but BE a good christian.
I can't say that i'm a good christian. But im trying to be one.
I'm trying to mature in my christian ways.
I don't know, i can't judge people. It's not my duty!
Anyway, i still can't get over the "when you dash a baby against the rocks
you're supposed to be happy" thing.

everything will be solved, don't worry.
it's jsut going to be a very slow process.

I had a horrible dream last night which really got me thinking.
I was really scared that it would really happen.
I can't imagine losing all of your, really.

shh shh shh I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
and Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
You're friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
when you mean it, i'll believe it
If you text it, i'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
You're friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

and Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss i'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be, with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do ooh
You make me love you shh shh
You do

I like the Sha? part. It's freaking funny.
Sorry to the Miley fans out there but i don't like her.
The song's really mean if she was really referring to nick.
I don't know, i just have something against up.

School was really slacky today.
We stayed in the Audi for PE and we got to talk for very long
so i played with Tzeli and Joshua and Jonathan.
Rebecca was feeling really tired so she slept.
Jonathan's so sensitive, joshua's just so naive:D
and Tzeli, she totally kicks ass!
It's fun to talk about Chinese not 'cos the lesson's fun!
You know what, what's with your stupid biased actions.
You ALWAYS like to scold our particular row 'cos we talk
but didn't you ever know that the other rows were actually talking
and we weren't exactly the only ones talking okay.
Get your facts right woman.
We got back our science papers and i'm really angry with myself.
I can't believe my marks dropped so low!
I've really got to buck up and learn how to calculate the stuff.
Maths i kept singing the Sha sha sha thing 'cos it was really funny
FC was also waste of time, i was so tired bored and irritated.

After school, xingyi's house then broadway
and then NTUC for neapolitian icecream then back to xingyi's house.
I LOVEEEE His cupboard or whatever!
Got our bags and spoons and then we went to
the club house hoping for a space there.
Found Rebecca Wai and Michele which didn't come to school hah!
Rebeccawai claimed she was sick But she was eating junk food, haha!
In the end we went outside next to the pool and bbq pit to study.
Ate the icecream at the same time, i didn't study.
I just stared at them eat and played with the melted icecream.
Then they stopped and went to mix the icecream together.
Mega disgusting! Headed for Piano lesson later!

Practical tomorrow and i'm freaking out big time.
Well, i'll be staying home and baking bread after that
and eating macs then studying for history at 3!

You've been keeping me up all night


This dress is cool and feels cool, price is also cool!
HAHA, it cost a freaking US$828! by Marc Jacobs, so yea.

I forgot to tell your :)
Go celebrity-gossip.net for all the inside gossips of hollywood stars :D
and subscribe to whowhatwear.com!
Does anyone know how to get Gossip Girl epis?
F21 is having good sales! I so totally want to get a dress.
Ahtuckwai! Go out with me shopping after EOYs!

Chains be broken, Lives be healed
Eyes be opened, Christ is revealed
I have decided, I have resolved
To wait upon You Lord
My rock and Redeemer, Shield and reward
I'll wait upon You Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
Certain as the dawn appears

You'll come, Let Your glory fall as You respond to us
Spirit rain, Flood into our thirsty hearts again
You'll come, You'll come

I love today alot alot alot!
I love Rachel and Rebecca alot too!

Anyway, school today passed by pretty fast!
It was raining so we assembled at 1st period classroom.
For assembly we had no teacher in our class.
Played quite alot and hung Joshua's "ah-beng" jacket on this hook thing in the class.
Zainad? was quite funny today!
Science was learning of Power which i think is coooool
Freaking out for Maths test 'cos i didn't revise! Was so screwed okay.
I didn't round off my stuff to 3 sig fig 'cos i felt that there wasn't a need too.
Like why round off 730.25 when it's already like that?
Chinese was like stupid and totally made me hate her more.
It was partially her fault but you can't blame her and be so
harsh on her! She was just PACKING her file if you didn't notice?
It's not like i haven't done that before and you didn't scold me.
You're being really unreasonable, seriously. I hate biased screwed up teachers.
But still, i'm neutral towards her. A little on the hate side though

English was really fun! Unscrambled the words with the guys.
I was pretending to be angry with Junhou, wahahaha.

Had lunch with part of the class clique at Clementi's KFC
The other half went lan first, crazy people skip lunch.
KFC group: Junhou, Xingyi, hongting, Zhijie, Adriel and Rebecca
Lan group: Joshua, Jonathan, Leonard, Joel????
Well, Zhijie and Hongting went back first.
Adriel, Rebecca and I tried our luck, we tried going lan with our uniforms.
Ofcourse, we didn't get in. So, we bus-ed back to school and STUDIED.
We did Hardcore studying okay! Rachel joined us later!
Well, i went high like madness! I did the high jump thingy at the staircase!
Of course, i had many failed attempts! Did something like the Olympics!
Rachel and I kept singing "This is me" and "Gotta Find You"!
She's really really really really cute man!
Rebecca was really doing hardcore studying.
Adriel left first! Then we left shortly after!
Bus-ed home with rachel and we decided to miss 33A :D
Talked to Rachel about alot of stuff! She's really funny and cute!

OOOOOOH! I got class photos already but it got scratched!

Radioactive waves

Today's such a total screwed up day.
I'm so angry and pissed with myself for having no motivation to study!
I want to tug all my hair out but i can't be bald!

Anyway, maths i was totally quiet for a period of time.
Suddenly, i started thinking of all the problems and stuff.
It just came knocking on my head and i told myself i've got to face them
Anyway, history we had pop quiz again! As usual, last few standing :D
CCITP was alright! We watched XXXXXXXX's movie.
It was freaking funny and lunatic :D
Science test i totally screwed up, i hate myself for that.
English was mock test and i was freezing okay.
My nails turned blue which was freaky!
We were released early at 130 and we got to eat our lunch!

English oral was okay except for the part where i was the last of the last in our class.
My row of people took so long for their oral okay!
Chinese oral totally screwed. I finished my oral super freaking fast man
i totally didn't know what to say! I couldn't express myself at all.
Left the class first and went for the testing of the piano at funan
and once again, service totally sucks to the freaking million core.
Must totally complain man, twice already la!
Totally said all the vulgar stuff infront of my mum 'cos i was scolding the woman
in the car and my mum agreed too :D

Tomorrow, probably lunch with class clique!