Ocean of Memories
Hehehe, i've decided to post a few pictures that i think are really pretty!






MUMMY! :D



i need to forget about everything,

All i ask of you

School today was super duper fun.
School nowadays has been pretty fun.
Taking photos during chinese class,
making a lot of noise during chinese class.
Going high during Maths class and of course
playing with adorable and nice and funny Minxian :D

Minxian has been chopping / drawing stuff on me.
I've got kisses and fishes on my legs and arm.
Well, alot of stuff has been happening the past few days.
It feels great to have that feeling but yet
it isn't that great. Everyone is just doing that except for you.
Choir today was really slack, we sang the maths remedial song during
sectionals and we played alot. Changed the lyrics of maths remedial song to
Choir sectional song and Alto sectional song. We sang super duper loud
till the tenors at basses at the 4th level toilet could hear us from the 3rd level piano
and there were at the most 10 people singing only.

Hopefully chapel tomorrow would be fun and exciting :D
I love God, the father almighty and saviour! <3

Balloon Fantasy

HOORAY :D
I feel a sense of accomplishment!
I just made a new skin and i feel so happy 'cos it's really good.


Take a look alright?
Balloon Fantasy


You people better go look and comment and download and rate!
Sigh, i still have got loads of work to do!

I've been blessed beyond measure

A few seconds ago it was pouring but right now
it's all bright and cooling :D

Didn't want to go to church today 'cos it was a waste of time.
Decided not to go for youth 5th sunday outreach.
If i went for main service i would just sleep there.
So i insisted on not going and my parents just gave up.

I've got more than 15 mosquito bites on both my legs.
Now my legs have turned ugly :(

I need inspiration to make a new blogskin.
I want to go backpacking with Michelle and kate and the choir clique and class clique!
I want to live in the same house as the class clique and michelle and kate!
So many desires,

Lessons were boring as usual today.
I got freaking pissed off during one of the classes.
Just started tearing and i told myself to rest.

Ow yong came into our science class to examine the lesson with another teacher.
It was super freaky, but my class did talk though he was around.

After school, we decided to go opposite instead.
Almost full choir clique for once! Only Chinwei didn't join us 'cos
she ate lunch with esther :D Well, we had a great chat together.
I was eating my food when suddenly they said something funny
and the food just couldn't be swallowed it was like hanging out of my mouth.
I know it sounds utterly disgusting and it happened about 3 times.
Well, i laughed my heart out till my stomach hurt.

Choir totally sucked, i was in a very horrible mood.
I mean seriously, the people in the choir just pissed me off.
But it didn't matter 'cos i'm not singing for them but for the glory of the Lord :D
I think she cracks really lame jokes and i can't stand it.
My legs hurt from standing so much during choir.
Stupid Desh song was sung throughout the stupid practice.

Supposed to go funfair tomorrow but all the plans cancelled
$30 worth of tickets all go down the drain.

thanks Michelle, Faye, Minxian, Rebecca and Yeewei for making my day!

The Going gets tough, the tough gets going.

This phrase has been stuck in my head ever since i got back home.

To minxian :
Hey girl! CHEER UP OKAY.
Seeing you so sad really makes us feel bad and sad.
No point getting all sad and making yourself feel miserable.
I'm sure things will work out! Trust in the Lord alright?

Classes were boring except during History!
Changed classroom and we started playing alot.
Since we knew Mrs Rama knows we were eating we just ate
without looking out for her. It was fun fun fun.
Joshua's eyes would really sparkle when he sees food.
Played the pencil football with Minxian and Margaret!
Minxian is a porfessional at it la!
Margaret just can't work with pencils.
I'm just neutral :D The guys infront kept playing with Minxian's portable fan!
Somehow, i became super smart during science lesson
and managed to fill in majority of the blanks. Hurray for me!

Well, after school was fun with Rebecca!
We walked around the school for no reason
'cos we were bored and science remedial was cancelled and nobody told us > : (
Went outside staff room where Mr Tan was conducting remedial.
We just sat there trying to memorize numbers.
Then later we wanted to do stuff to CKP's pigeon hole
but suddenly he popped out of the staff room!
We were so freaked out and ran away.
We went to the canteen and sat there doing nothing.
Later we headed to the lockers and we suddenly saw CKP
we immediately sprang up, grabbed the CMF and ran off to the office.
I sat outside the office watching the television.
This really proves that we were extremely bored.
Headed back to the canteen and played rebecca's really nice phone game
We were also watching our class guy's do incline pull ups.
Some of them we doing super duper fast, it's freaky.
Some cheated by not doing the full pull ups.

At around 6 headed to the lockers and played rebecca's game
i was totally addicted and couldn't stop playing.
Rebecca was talking about some stinky people
and that person happened to hear his name and so on.

Thanks rebecca for accompanying me! :D

I am the question to the world,
Not an answer to the earth,
Or a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway.
You don't know me and,
I'll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand,
I'm a boy, no I'm a man.
You can take me and throw me away,
And how can you learn what's never shown.
Yeah you stand here on your own.
They don't know me,
Cause I'm not here.

And I wanna moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I dont feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same.
They don't know me,
Cause I'm not here.

And you see the things they never see,
All you wanted I could be.
Now you know me and I'm not afraid.
And I wanna tell you who I am,
Can you help be a man?
They can break me as long as I know who I am.

They can't tell me who to be,
Cause I'm not what they see.
Yeah the world is still sleeping,
While I keep on dreamin' for me.
And their words are just whispers,
And lies that I'll never believe.
I'm Still Here - Johnny Rzeznik ( Treasure Planet )

That guy's name is freaking cool and his song is super nice :)
All treasure Planet songs are nice!

School today totally pissed me off.
I just wanted to throw the book at a Particular teacher.
You're obviously indirectly scolding me about the Mathematics textbook.
BUT HOW THE CRAP DOES PUTTING MY MATHEMATICS TEXTBOOK
ON THE TABLE DISRUPT THE DAMN FREAKING CLASS!
YOU OBVIOUSLY HAD NO OTHER REASON
AND NOTHING TO SCOLD ME.
YOU ARE OBVIOUSLY FREAKING BIASED.
I JUST FELT LIKE THROWING THE BOOK AT YOUR DAMN FACE.
SO WHAT IF YOU'RE A TEACHER I DON'T CARE IF I GET EXPELLED
'COS FIRSTLY, YOU SCOLDED ME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON.
I DON'T CARE IF YOU GIVE ME YOUR IDIOTIC ANGRY STARE,
I MYSELF CAN DO THE SAME THING! I'LL SHOW YOU
MY BLACK FACE FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR AND I MEAN IT.
DO YOU KNOW THAT NOBODY LIKES YOU IN OUR CLASS
EXCEPT FOR THOSE FREAKING SUCK UPS?
Stupid reason stupid teacher who scolded me.
I've been really angry and pissed of by him.
Anyway, as usual, Minxian and I went high during mathematics class :D

ADP is a serious waste of time.
Why can't they let us create our own music by playing real instruments?!
I can fail this ADP thing and i know that i'm not lousy at music or anything.

After school Michelle and I caught bus 14 and went to Ikea.
Intensive convo and a fun time playing games!
Bawl, the cafe at Ikea is going to shut down on the
7 April - 22nd may! Many weeks before we can head back!
Bought a huge box and ensembled it at Anchorpoint
and went to buy the french manicure kit :D
I want a hamster! I want my hamster to revive.
I buried my hamster at my garden under the coconut tree.
Hopefully it comes back from the dead!

Lord, Jesus, please strengthen me.

The Old Rugged Cross

So, my computer screen is humongous.
All the stuff that appears is so pixel and i hate it.
Life has been pretty complicated.
All the problems between friendships,
people changing and stuff.
Mummy and Sister have booked the tickets for London.
I'll be all alone and that means outings outings and more outings!

Yesterday was utterly boring and
$7.50 is and will always be a CJK freak.
PE was horrible, i can never ever run again.
Who knows, maybe i have Pneumonia.
Choir was torturous, Ms Lim came.
Got a huge scolding, my throat hurts now.
I think i'm going to be sick! :D

Today's class was even worse.
This whole week is the worst week of my life > : (
Hopefully, outing with Michelle to Ikea will cheer me up!
And Ikea trip with Michelle means intense conversation
and tons of cray, retarded pictures<3

I keep thinking this week is horrible horrible horrible.
I guess i just feel demoralised and all and my mood goes down.
Well, i just have got to get used to it and know that NOBODY is perfect
everyone has their pros and cons.

Hopefully, I'll trust and keep my faith in God through this horrible life time.

Christ has risen,
Christ has risen indeed.

My church kept repeating the phrase.
Service was really grand, the synthesiser, the Strings ensemble, Trumpets, Organ.
I really think the church's cool 'cos it has it's own organ :D
Anyway, went to suntec and ate at Tonkatchi?
I think my Dad felt rich today, he didn't mind us buying 1 meal for each of us
which cost $20 for one meal.
Then later at home he told my mum to take SIA's flight to london
he'll just sponsor the 400 that we lose if they took SIA.

I'm starting to regret not going to England.
I want to see the Buckingham palace again :(

Fairytales and Nightmares

Finally the Strait Times are talking about girls slashing themselves.
Seriously, why suffer physically. It's not like slashing yourself can
really help you return things as usual. In their mind,
they think that slashing can cure them mentally.
I think it's really stupid of people doing that.

Hoho, i'm buying stuff from Forever 21 :D
My goal in April is to lose 3kg and buy a pouch!
I'm such a retard. I can't wait for wednesday / thursday
time to really spend all the money i have.

i'm really horrified by how much you've changed.
All of us are just utterly disappointed in you.
You're starting to act like one of those freaks.
You talk like them, you act like them.

Some left over pictures which i did not upload :)


( Esplanade Pass )


( Dinner At Vivo after CNY performance )
That period of time i was super duper sick, hoho.


( Study at Macs with super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous)

I would love to upload Junhou's specially made and original present
but i'm scared people might copy the idea :D
'Cos i was thinking for a really long time of what present to get him.
Therefore, i don't want some stupid no brain no creativity people to copy me

In Christ Alone, my hope is found

Yesterday's lessons were boring to the core.
During history class, Minxian, margaret and I played games :D
Stupid NAPFA after school was supposed to start at 315
but started at 4+ so i was kind of angry 'cos
it spoiled all of my plans. I'm pretty satisfied with myself though,
I finally managed to jump 166cm, a great acheivement.
I totally screwed Inclined pull ups 'cos i was too heavy
and couldn't lift myself ( I'm Serious )
Overall it was fun 'cos of the class.

Today's Good Friday service was really boring.
Came back home to find out brother's army posting
and, he got into OCS! Haha, tough training but more money.
Went out to Marina and ate at Imperial Treasure.
Food wasn't horrible it tasted great.
Though i would prefer Crystal Jade
'cos my family supports them, hohoho.

Bought jeans from Dorothy Perkins :D
Went shopping, hooray. Finally, a shopping trip where i finally buy something.

My Comfortor, My All in All
Here in the Love of Christ I stand

After school, i went out with Michelle and Rebecca to NYNY!
Spent $60+ there, my last full meal of the next few weeks.

By the way i have some more to complain :)

You always come up with stupid excuses to make us
stay in your class. It's either you just want to cut down our recess time
if not you like someone in our class. Your stupid excuses are really irritating,
like pick up the rubbish when there's no more rubbish or
The tables aren't straight. Even if we do pick up the rubbish, the
next class would just litter again! Whenever i peak through the window
before your previous class ends, i NEVER EVER seen you inspecting
the room at all! You're just out to make us feel miserable.
But that won't work on us, 'cos basically, 2A'08's middle name is to
bully teachers whom we do not like till they change school.
Well, he either wants a reputation of being hated by loads of people.
If not he just likes being irritating.
You're always making the class committee do stuff for you.
As a form teacher, you bear the MOST responsibilty followed by them.
But you're being a pushover and all you do is sit there and shake leg and scold us.

I feel that 2A is already at an acceptable range.
1C07 was noiser than this, but you didn't really scold us.
and what's wrong with people walking around when they're
given work to do? They could probably have finished
and they have nothing to do?

You also really go sooo close to girls,
it's really annoying. I never ever liked the fact that you were my teacher
from the first day of the term. I really saw how biased and
horrible you were. You were biased to girls like how you made the whole
class commitee all girls. I'm sure that some guys in our class
actually have good leadership qualities! It's just that it's just not
revealed. The current class comittee is great. But let other people
have the chance? I always thought you were pretty nice to 1C
'cos you could tolerate our noise which is MUCH MUCH WORSER than 2A.
You might have set an higher expectation on us
since we're secondary 2. But, 1C07 was still making more noise than 2A
if you look at them at the same prospectives.

that's all i got to say :) I'll complain when he pisses me off.

Tell me your name

Both Fairfield schools had this
countdown rehearsal and we formed our school crest.
According to Michelle, she says it's really cool.
The primary 2s were really adorable!
We danced to YMCA and stuff :)
It was fun though the sun was scorching.
The class guys carried gavin and soon
every single class started carrying.
Later, they carried gavin, but this time gavin wasn't sitting.
He was standing :D How cool eh?

We had recess for 1 whole hour!
Went to L @ Fairfield to study. Probably one of the rare occasions i study in school.
Well, it was really nice there as no one was there so it was really quiet and it was really
cooling inside

This particular teacher really pissed me off.
I really can't stand teachers who are biased towards students.
And I think you're really unreasonable.
You just gave us 5 seconds to finish up our packing of bags
and expected us to sit down. You didn't even tell us to sit down,
maybe you did but i didn't hear you clearly at all.
You could have at least said it louder.
And the way you counted 5 seconds was
equivalent to at the most 3 seconds.
You, again, counted to 5 seconds which
was, again, equivalent to 3 seconds to settle down.
And because we didn't manage to settle down and do all our stuff
in 6 seconds you are making us stay back for 10minutes.
Have you ever thought about what people might have after school?
Like what you said, if you're late,
all the time will just keep accumulating.
Yes, we were in wrong for talking in our class.
But doesn't EVERY SINGLE class talk alot?
I'm sure our class is not the noisiest you have.
Doesn't mean that NA classes are noisier you
have to be slightly more tolerant of them.
We're still the same, they're just lazier.
They can be quieter than us too.
Still, you should treat us exactly the same.
Doesn't mean that you're our form teacher
you look at us with higher expectations.
You should treat every pupil, every class equally.
I feel that you don't give the girls a sense of security.
All the girls feel very insecure whenever they talk to you.
It's not the same for our other male teachers.
I think that you should not vent your anger on us just because you're in a bad mood.
You also lied to us! You told me that you would check if the Language course was compulsory
and would tell me tomorrow. But when i came to ask you, you told me to ask my MT teacher.
You're obviously pushing away the responsibility.
I really can't stand it anymore.
If you're going to scold someone which has practically done nothing wrong.
I'm seriously going to stand up for them though i have no position in the class.

No more YEEEEEEEEE freak day!

today was just the best.
Sun teacher came back and told us that Yee teacher
is most probably changing school.
Thank goodness!
Our class would probably border-line pass chinese.

Minxian and I went high during History.

Tomorrow there's some stupid rehearsal countdown for Founders Day.
And we'll be forming the school crest with the stupid primary school.
I still remember 3 particular "friends" of mine backstabbed me real badly.
2 of them bluntly followed one of them.
I'm still really angry because of that but,
I'm glad i've got way better friends :D

toodles people

L'Accordeoniste
i think that word is really super duper cool!

School today wasn't enjoyable at all.
NAPFA run was really crappy,
my lungs totally started contracting.
Just felt like giving up totally and just collapse right there.
I really have to thank Rebecca!
She stayed with me throughout the whole run!
We were really bored 'cos we were walking throughout both rounds.
We started thinking of a maniacal plan.
The plan was that we should run until i faint
then, she shall run back and tell Mr Lum
and start complaining to him all about NAPFA.
But of course, we weren't such horrible students
Though i wouldn't mind doing that.
I guess i'm not cut out for running/sports!
Hopefully he'll exempt Rebecca and I from the NAPFA run.

In our whole class, no one got an A/B for chinese if i'm not wrong.
Majority got C5/C6/D7/E8. Coolio eh?
Anyway, eeeeeeeeeeee didn't come today.

Talk during FC, totally wasted our time.
'Cos that guy which was giving us the talk has been repeating the same stuff
that we were lectured to the previous time.
He totally dragged till 245?
Excuse me! People have CCA and our health is definitely important!

Choir was really sick.
Squeezing fats woman came today,
i would definitely prefer Ms Lim than her.
At least Ms Lim is amazingly thin
whereas the other one has horrible dress sense and is extremely big size.

74 bus rides!

Rain, Rain, go away.
Come again another day
- "Rain" - Breaking Benjamin

I had this really scary nightmare.
Up till now, i keep thinking about it.

Youth sunday today, many people turned up.
I'm looking for a new church
'cos i can't stand the people in my church.
Their faces just piss me off till i can't worship Jesus properly :(
I hope somehow God will help me.

I'm going to run NAPFA 2.4 tomorrow.
Even though my MC is still available.
I bet you i'll probably collapse and stuff
'cos i have not been training.
Oh well, i'm going to bring my medicine and inhaler.
and i shall drink energy boosting drinks :D

Homework's a killer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tU7x40NRI1k

Girl's perfume Ad :D

Sigh, tons of homework.
Tons of problems cos of the homework.
Homework is the cause of all problems

When you say nothing at all

Minxian, faye and Margaret came over to my place just now :D
I walked through the same route to SPC like 6 times.
Tiring and hot but at least i could lose some cal.
We bought loads of stuff from SPC.
Ruffles, Calbee, Lays, Chocolates and mentos!
coolioxzxzxzxzxzxxxx

We managed to do Results analysis.
After that we watched youtube videos
and we found a video which was super duper cool!

Minxian's definitely coming over tomorrow :)

I was bored so i created a test.
I know it's so irritating to create an account to take the test

but please do it for me :D


Create your own Friend Test here

i created this video of Michelle, Rebecca and I :D
It's blurry but still do enjoy!



and here's the link!
( Rebecca, Michelle and Deborah )

Better is One Day

My sister's on her way to Malaysia with school.
My brother's on Block leave from Army.
My Daddy's not going overseas :(
My Mummy's loves shopping online.
I'm all alone at home, stoning infront of the computer
with tons of homework to be done.

I'm not touching my homework 'cos i don't feel like it
and i can only study at night. Amazing eh?

The short outing with Michelle was cancelled.
I thought i should be a good friend and let her spend time with her other friends.
I'm missing the choir clique, the class clique and 1C and 2A.
It's not fun without all of them.
I want to go out this instance.
I sound so whinny.

Who wouldn't be bored staying at home?!

Outing with Kate and tuition with her was great yesterday
I shall let the pictures talk!
A picture speaks a thousand words

To my Dearest Minxian
Minxian, i know you're disappointed and sad that your parents don't really shower you with attention.
I know how it feels 'cos i've got the same experience as you.
It's hurtful to think that your parents, the ones who brought you up,
don't treat you as good as your siblings.
Whatever it is, your parents love you. If not they won't bother taking care of you.
Anyway, put your trust in God and ask him to help you and your relationship with your mum!

Truely, God is mighty.
Thank you for this day :D

who's friend?!
i don't like people whom don't put their names :(

Anyway, today was fabulous.
Went out with KATE<3!
It has been ages since we've gone out!
And i had loads of fun with her
though we weren't talking that much in the beginning.
I really have to thank God.
and I'm glad i trusted in him and i knew that
he would somehow help our friendship.
and even he didn't i wouldn't blame God.
'Cos he's always been there for me.
After tuition, Kate the budding photographer
took loads of coolio pictures!
and my duty is to edit them and make them pretty and professional.

Minxian's coming over tomorrow and
i've got to meet michelle to accompany her for her dental on Thursday

Forever, Author of Salvation,
He rules and Conquers the grave,
Jesus Conquer the grave,
Saviour He can Move the mountains,
My God is Mighty To Save

Cousin's birthday was a blast :D
Finally saw my cousins! Hooray, makes me feel so happy when i see them
Especially the 2 year old birthday boy!
I sat in their chair hanging down their ceiling
at first it was really scary 'cos i was really scared that once i sat down
it'll pull down the whole ceiling. But it didn't :D
It was from Ikea by the way.
and i sat on the banana thingy!
But it's no the banana it's the flat version of the banana.

Playing with Jiaxian was really fun :)
He has his own fake kitchen!


Adorable ain't he? :)

So, my brother got 4As and 1B for his A level examination.
And he isn't happy 'cos his B is his bio
and one of his better subjects were Biology.
and Bio is his H2 :S
He wants to be an accountant but my dad doesn't want him to be
'cos an accountant doesn't earn much money
but my brother says it does and blah blah blah.
My dad's so desperate for us to take the medicine course
'cos he could have been a doctor last time but he didn't.

today i went out with Michelle, the super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous.
We studied at Macs for about 2 hours
and we left to buy my FBTs
and we went around finding the specs shop where i bought my spectacles from.
Went round and round but to no avail.
Wanted to hail a taxi but my mother did not allow.
and she couldn't drive me back 'cos i think she fractured her wrist
Bus-ed back and saw Raymond:)

i think baby clothes are adorable :D

Had dinner at Vivo's Modestos.
I was totally splurging on all the food.
Bill came up to almost 200.
I had my oh-so-favorite cinnamon ice cream!
I wonder where i'm going to have lunch tomorrow
So, i've really officially decided not to go
London/Scotland/Oxford/UK.
A pity though, but i'm risking that trip for all my friends.
I'm so nice to them right?
I just keep falling in love with you
I'll be going Italy at the end of the year.
I'll make sure i'll skip my choir SYF practices if i have to.
ITALY IS A MUST :)

to Michelle, super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous.
I know you've been moody and all this week, well you claim to be.
But it's alright with us. Having mood swings is a part and parcel of life.
Don't worry about the Ikea trip alright? Though we were really scared
and it affected our mood a lil bit, we still love you! :D
We'll always be there for you if you've got to cry your eyeballs out!
Let everything that's inside of you go out.
Vent your anger on me, i don't mind.
I'm used to all this type of things and i've definitely learnt to
tolerate with my mum. Through this i've grown.
Anyway, you can tell me whatever you want!
deborah loves michelleeeeeee <3

God Of Wonders

Okay, so i decided to not go England/Scotland/Oxford/London.
I'm staying in Singapore with my brother who is at camp :)

why hasn't Mas Selamat been found?
hoho, loads of blogskinners are talking about him.
I see his face everywhere and it makes me laugh.
I'm scared 'cos he could be hiding in the death school behind my house

Hosanna

today was one of the better days of the week.
Though i've been quarelling with my mum at home,
school with my friends never fail to cheer me up!

So, in life we hae to make difficult decisions :S
I've got to decide whether to go overseas or stay in Singapore
for 3 weeks all alone at home with my maid.
Staying out home would mean friends can come over for sleepover,
going out practically every single day and of course eating out.
A girl's perfect dream.
It's a good thing i'm living near town!
Just 2 stops to Wisma atria :D

Anyway, during Chinese when the teacher was getting some books
i started throwing sweets to everyone.
Minxian and I just went high all the way.
And I've definitely gotten closer to margaret
through english class! She's such a pretty nice girl!

I can't believe i got chosen for some writing thingy.
I totally suck at writing stuff.
I don't mind scolding people :D

After school, we rushed over to Ikea and ate there :)
We were pretty late and we split up and went on different taxis
and cabbed back to school.
We were practically running from opposite all the way up to the 4th level of school.
We weren't late actually.
Had Games day but i wasn't playing.
MINXIAN SUCKS :D but still rocks my obstacle's socks.

Nathanael Y. was really random and started
talking about our shoes as obstacles.
and asked us to put the obstacle in the obstacle box.
He's such a weirdo.
We kept irritating Joshua by drawing a line across our forehead :D
Then we asked him to do center parting and i was laughing like crap.
After school, we saw Jonathan and he was in center parting too.

tons of homework,
Cousin's 2nd birthday!

Tuition tomorrow.
God give me the strength.

You're Everything

lessons weren't that bad!
We were late for remedial all because of a particular teacher.
I think he was deliberately making us stay back.
He tried every lame excuse to drag time.
I didn't care about whether i was late
because my health is more important than some remedial.
This time i'm really going to speak up if he does whatever crap.

I really can't tolerate teachers who purposely hold us back when they know
that they can give us their long lecture another time.
I hate teachers who take advantage of the lessons before recess and after school.
These teachers are just making our lives miserable.

And what's with all the homework during Chinese New Year?
The teachers think that we're all slacking at home
and playing the computer but less do they know that
we are actually busy travelling across Singapore
busy visiting Relatives and Friends.
It's Chinese New Year! It's a PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
People don't even go back to work on that day!
How about us? Doing homework is also sort of doing work/going to work
It's really unfair, we stay up late at night just to complete some stupid homework.
It's alright if they give us homework during the school holidays but not too much.

Pictures from yesterday! :D

( Wine Glasses )


( Deborah! )


( Kitchen Fun )


( Deborah, Michelle, Rebecca )


( Ikea reflections )


( Deborah and Rebecca )


( Deborah, Michelle )

Here In My Life

Today was the best day of the week.
Chinese lesson was wacko,
Minxian and I ate Mochi in class!
The Mochi was the best so far that i've tasted.
During Maths lesson, Minxian and I went super duper high.
you hurt me so much
anyway, i think Ms terri tan's really nice.
After school, rebecca followed me to my dental appointment.
and when my dentist told me that she's going for maternity leave
i was ultra shock 'cos i didn't know she was pregnant from the start!
I've been with her for almost a year already.
Goodness gracious, i'm really blind.
Anyway, i changed my braces colour to yellow and blue :)
( I know it's disgusting to take picture of my teeth
but i think that the colour's just marvelous )
i wish we were never that far apart, it really saddens me
After that, rebecca and i took a bus to Ikea!
We were busy talking about people and stuff.
It was fun and i managed to get to know her better and
i felt that we bonded and became closer!
Thank God for giving me this opportunity :)
all the great memories that were forged from the beginning
After eating Rebecca and I looked around the toy section for junhou's gift.
And after coming back from the toilet, we saw michelle :D
Not coincidental 'cos i told her to come over since she was at Anchorage :D
We took super duper ultra retarded videos and thousands of pictures!
I've never felt so close to these 2 girls when they're with me.
It's really God's blessing that i got to know them!
Anyway, we went around buying many gifts for Junhou.
I tried finding a fake banana but i couldn't find one :(
all thrown away. Every single memory, drifting slowly away from our minds
Here are some of the Pictures from Saturday and today !

( Michelle, Deborah, Rebecca - Left to Right )


( Michelle, Deborah, Rebecca - Left to Right )


( Green Bean mess! )




( Reliving the Kiddo days )


(Monster attack! )

I have never walked on water
felt the waves beneath my feet but
at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
faith to walk on oceans deep

and I remember how You found me
in the very same place
all my failings surely would have drowned me
still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus, You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
sing for joy at one who finds the
way to freedom, truth of Jesus
bought from death into His life

and I remember how You saw me
through the eyes of Your grace
and though the cost was Your beloved for me
still You made a way
"Here In My Life"- Hillsong

Choir wasn't that horrible
'cos i was really sick. Probably due to the Fund raising.
Fund raising during the recesses really made our class way closer.
and for once, Fund Raising was really fun :D
Anyway, 12 of us skipped the whole of maths class.
We ran out of Marshmallows and Faye and Michele and Priscilla
ran to the NTUC at dover to buy. Teacher didn't have a car unfortunately.
Anyway, the way we melted our chocolate was super duper funny.
I guess i was totally worn out and i started sneezing more than 5 times every lesson.

Today's chapel was the best ever during my secondary school days so far.
I could really feel God's presence there and
i really wanted to do my best and my utmost to worship him
and for once, i listened to today's sermon which wasn't that bad.
stayed back and ate with class clique, margaret, Minxian and Kimberley.

i hope the green beans for the science project grow grow grow!

SUPPORT 2A TOMORROW!

As i read Michelle's, the super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous, blog
i came to realise that i've probably been pissing a
load of people off. And whoever that i've pissed off,
i apologize right now.

I can't cope with life, i'm just all stressed up
and my mind's always wandering off.
I want to go to double sciences
and if i could go into triple sciences, it'll be a bonus.

Rebecca cheer up okay? :)
I'm always there for you to blabber whatever you want to say.

School tomorrow, i'm totally not looking forward to lessons.

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
Forgiven I´m alive, restored set free.
Your Majesty resides inside of me,
Forever I believe, forever I believe.

Arrested by your truth and righteousness,
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness.
Convicted by your spirit, led by your word,
Your love will never fail, your love will never fail.

´Cos I know you gave the world
Your only son for us
To know your name
To live within the saviours love and He took my place
Knowing He´d be crucified
And You loved, You loved
A people uundeserving!

To Know Your Name - Hillsong

Hehehe, Kimberley's house was really fun yesterday!
We waited for quite awhile for her downstairs 'cos she still had her training.
We went ShengSiong shopping! My parent's didn't actually allow me
to go Sheng Siong but i sneaked in, hohoho.
We bought 5 packets of marshmallow.
I had a memorable trip to Sheng Siong with Minxian :D
Anyway, we grew Green beans at Kimberley's house.
and Her labtop is super duper ultra laggy.
She claims that it lags when we're around, haha.
Anyway, i went home at 7.30
and i had to carry this huge Sheng Siong bag.
Thank Goodness my dad fetched me home
and bought me milkshake and fries from Macs.

Today's worship was great,
made me think of alot of stuff
and i just wanted to break down and cry again.
"Knowing Jesus, knowing the Christ
is knowing the hands that created me.
He's the way, the truth and the light.
The Lord is my light and salvation"
quoted from a Video

Had Lunch at Sun with Moon restaurent again.
Dad bought some huge Lunch set thing but
it was pretty worth it. I went on a little
window shopping at massimo dutti with dad.
It's really great to shop with my dad
'cos he just goes around buying stuff
as long as they're not made in China.
I know your don't love me at all.
I know that every parent loves their children
but i don't feel a single bit loved by your
even though your provide me food, shelter and everything.
I don't feel that real true love from a parent.
I don't feel that love that every child has
received from their parents.
Your are always against everything i say,
Your don't listen to what i'm talking about
Your don't even understand how i feel
when your just bluntly ask me to be quiet
when i want to express how i feel.
I just want to feel loved by your truely
just once and i'll be the happiest child in the galaxy.

I Will Run To You

i just realised that the leap year thing
was yesterday, how stupid of me to just realise it.

Jesus i believe in you

I can't wait for service learning with the old folks again!
I WANT TO VISIT block 155 again.
Loads of cherishable memories
and ones that will always stay.
Hohoho, Gavin's a really nice kiddo.
So guy's from 1C'07 stop thinking he's a gay and a freak.
He has totally changed and he's really nice
'cos he did my D&T project for me willingly.

So many things happening this year.
1. Choir Camp
2. Wheel Week
3. Italy trip?
4. Fun Fair
5. Founders Day
6. Grade 7 practical examination
7. EOYS
8. Sec 2 streaming
9. England trip?
10. SYF practices.

Okay, it's not really alot but these things are huge things
that are going to happen i guess.
I've only got 5 months to prepare for my practical examination :(
Sigh, i love shengsiong! Shengsiong the cheapo place to shop at.
Later i'm meeting Kim, Minxian and Faye for project
and Fund raising thingy :D
And we're going Sheeeeeeng Siong!

i want a new bag, someone buy me a new bag.