And you brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
And I've waited for you so i'll keep holding on
Without you, without you

Okay, so i didn't go to school today.
Ttly didn't feel good at all so, told my parents & stuff.
& for once, they ttly agreed. Anyway..

May Issue of US seventeen arrived
& for once it's amazingly early!!!! Kudos.
++GG new epi & stuff. eggciting.

Okay, staying at home isn't as fun as i thought
esp. when you're sick & stuff.

(EDIT)
Okay, i think i should seriously stop buying G chocs.
've been buying them on impulse. Tsk.
But i've got to say, Godiva chocs are addictive, very.

Anyway, i went online shopping & stuff.
I wish my mum new how to order from taiwan sites.
'cos their stuff are dirt cheap. I mean come on!
How can you get $15(incl shipping) backpack in singapore!!
& Oxford Booties for $25(incl shipping)!!!!

+ i'm craving for alot of things.
esp. fries(haha) && XLB!! & mantou

I've lost the meaning of life

I feel so horrible now.
My eyes can barely open, my throat hurts real bad
plus i keep sneezing despite me wearing a jacket.

Chinese was boring 'cos Yeewei didn't come!
Geog today was really funny though
English: Did personal recount +wrote alot.
Physics: Left early, hehehehehe.

Played cards on the back of the bus
w Joel, Ian, Dion, Daniel, Kevin, Rebecca & I.
the @#$%)$(* was being really annoying.
Anyway, practiced a lil bit outside VCH
& then went in to have our rehearsal & well,
it sounded not bad. Definitely better then usual.
++ Altos & basses (Not sure about tenors)
were already blasting ttm and they still said we were softer
than the Sops!!!!! More like they were a lil bit too loud.
Well, it was nice standing next to Joel 'cos
i dare to sing since he's really loud which is good, haha.
Anyway, we all walked to City Hall & i bought
more chocs!!!!!!! They're just so addictive
& Mum picked me up from Redhill..

i'm trying to salvage it, but i don't think i can.
i'm trying all ways y' know? I know it's tough for both of us.
But you don't seem to really care.

Earth Hour 2009

Today is an exhausting day, urgh.
I'm extremely full/satisfied/tired & definitely ready to sleep.

Woke up at 705 & met michelle in sch
and then went opp to have breakfast & yeewei joined us later.
Left school w the choir @ 830++ & went to tampines.
On the way, Yeewei had to go & Rebecca and I were mean
& went to kept making her want to go now. HAHA
Choir workshop @ Ngee Ann sec, very tiring
& well, we screwed up once again.
Sigh, i guess everyone of us are at fault too.

Aft that, we went back to school & then
i walked Yeewei back and then walked back to school
and cabbed from there. Omgosh, was sweating like mad.
& for the first time, my cab ride reached $11.
Oh well, i slept for while in the cab & i had to
force my eyes to open 'cos i was like at the taxi stand when i woke up
Walked around Raffles for i do not know how many rounds.
& people kept staring at me as if i was like naked or something.
& i got really pissed off & stuff. Screw it, people are weird.
Couldn't stand it so i went to buy Starbucks & they're
gonna open 24 hours! & there was a macs next to it, haha.
@ 240, met michelle at raffles & then we decided to eat at Marina
aft getting my Godiva Chocs!!!!!
Stopped and watched the fashion show for awhile & then
we went to zara & i wanted to get 2 tops but decided not to.
Aft that headed to Millenium Walk & then i tried getting
a cab @ Suntec but realised the que was so long
so i walked back attempting to find a cab.
Anyway, finally found 1 & cabbed back to redhill
& the trip bloody cost me $12.80 + I was shortchanged $10.
Such a piss off, anyway, got dad to fetch me home..

Bathed & changed and then we headed to
Crowne Plaza @ Changi Airport for our dinner
Well, let me just say, unlimited Haagen Daaz Icecream,
Unlimited selection of Sashimi/Sushi/Crayfish/Oysters/Mussels
++ A Chocolate Fountain + Marshmallows & Macaroons.
OMG, & FREAKING MUSHROOM SOUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Obviously, i ate the Haagen Daaz Icecream & then
i felt like vomiting 'cos i took too much, haha.
Ate a few macaroons & then ate some Alcohol Dessert
and drank mushroom soup and had Awesome pasta.
+ I tried the Choco fountain which sorta let me down.
Played with burst on my cam with my brother & sister.
Darn, the head chef wasn't around.
I saw the guy who treated my bro and i to IceLemontea!!!
& when we left, so happen, it was the Earth Hour.
So i was pretty cool & stuff. Dad drove to Orchard to let us see
++ On the way, we almost met with an accident 'cos
some stupid car drove into our lane and it was curving
& my dad was at speed 120(omg) So, everything was really scary.
Thank God that everything was fine & there was no accident.
Now, my brother's friends are @ my place Jamming.

TYVM Michelle, Rebecca & Yeewei for today.
Rebecca, please don't worry okay & please take care
of your health at the same time. Your health matters alot
so please don't neglect it.
Yeewei, hope that they'll have more trust and faith in you!
Michelle, uhm, no idea.

Let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith,
who for the joy set before him endured the cross,
scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men,
so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
Hebrews 12: 1b-3

As Rebecca & i were sitting at the courtyard block,
facing the primary school, i saw the verse written on the ACJC building.
It really motivated me & made me persevere through
all the stress & problems faced right now.
& it really reminded me that God will always be there.
I guess those 2 weeks where i did not go to church
really distant me away from God. & i'm really upset
that i've become like that. I want to honestly forgive and forget.
& i will try.

Amath: Hmmm, LCP didn't come.
The relief teacher was like no test & then suddenly
he said oh there's a test then he walked out of the class
and we adjusted something, HAHA. & then
he so happened to come back when we finally adjusted it correctly
and we lied saying that oh blablabla.
& OMG, the test was so freaking hard okay
Chinese: Well, we didn't go as high as before
but we were still highhhhh!
English: Oh, we did some OMG-freaking-gay
IT thing test. Super waste time and super stupid.
E-math: Did Summary & the guys were being sick la.
Chem: Mrs You left us early & then we were all slacking from then.

Aft Sch, went to Holland BK to eat.
Took Jumpshots there with Yeewei, HAHA.
Aft that, we went Cold Rock!(OMGOSH!!!!!!)
I'm a mad girl & i bought a large and then later a regular.
Couldn't resist, teehee. I don't care if i'm gonna grow fat.
It's becoming freaking annoying to who ever who keeps saying that.
I don't give a freaking damn if i'm fat okay.
I rather be fat and nice than a skinny freaking annoying person.
Okay, that was random, but seriously.

Choir, well, i was kinda angry and really pissed
and well, disappointed.
Y' know i just felt like breaking down.
So, i went to the toilet, hahha. I was just so like angry.
Thanks Rebecca for listening, really, and sharing how you felt.
It was fun staring at people climbing the rockwall
& looking at people play basketball(HAHHA)

TYVVVVVVVM Rebecca for today.
Really, i'm glad that there's someone out there
who really feels like that & is actually worrying about our
current state. It's really saddening, sigh. But anyway,
thanks!

If I were to go away,
would you follow me to the ends of the earth,
to show me what your love is worth?
If I were to go away,
would I always look for your beautiful face,
in every crowd, every place.
You never loved me anyway, it is clear.
If you had, you would be here.

Got to save up for an instant C!

English: OMG, stupid evacuation thing!
The field was so muddy and stinky and disgusting.
& it was so hoooot! HAHAHA, stupid fatty fatty
& shorty shorty. Tsktsk.
Amath: Hehehe, we got recess during then
'cos our recess got taken away by the dumb evacuation thing.
Came back at 950 & then did some work.
R&D: Went to buy sketchbook & stuff.
Came up and Y+K+Me were quarreling about which
colour to chose etc etc etc(Gay ttm)
Free Period: Went to get a drink & talked(i think)
Chinese: Omg, we got scolded and had to sit outside the classroom
and so happen the fire alarm came on(haha)
But it was a false one, a pity. Got so sleepy.
Went back inside the class and at first we were all tired and stuff.
Then Yeewei, started getting high and made me high
and then i made rebecca high. Both of them are so bad.
They were bullying me!! Then we got scolded by our C. teacher.
Lifeskills: Did some puzzle thing & got released early.

Aft school, i was sad() so i cabbed back home
& slept for 4 hours & i had like so many diff types
of dreams, but i forgot them all, a pity.

TYVM Yeewei & Rebecca for today.
Yeewei, please cheer up if you're still sad &
Rebecca TAKE CARE & sorry for hitting your finger
for i-do-not-know-how-many times.