The future may freak us out, but it will come either way.
The past may give us mixed emotions, but it will stay with us no matter what.
It is possible to forgive, to regret, to remember and even to forget,
but it is impossible to lose the entire truth.

Okay, so i haven't been updating quite alot.
Actually i do, on my xanga. HAHAHA.

Today woke up freaking early to bake some more muffins.
In the end did not meet Gladys, Sorry!
But saw her in class, hahah. Got back my report book.
Glad i'm in my positions now, but i know i can do better.
After that, walked to Yeewei's house to meet Rebecca & yeewei.
& they scared me!!! So mean. HAHA. Talked and then
we played bibleology. At first i was going to be bankrupt and then
when Rebecca had to place her Half of her Offerings at Community place
& when i got it, i prospered. HAHA Had fun laughing at how
each of us went into bankruptcy . Thanks Yeewei!
Hope you do find it! & that Evil person will suffer.

Too often, the thing you want the most 
is the thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting
something can be,
the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want.

Improved in results. I'm Glad but i can do better.
Thanksgiving service was a joke. We all went weird high and
started clapping for pple whom we didn't even know.

Aft. sch, bus-ed to Plaza Sing & had lunch @ Carls
and then we walked around and watched 500 days of summer.
So happen that Al and gang were sitting behind us.
& beside them was this f-ing gross couple.
They were making out at least 6(?) times throughout the whole movie
for freaking long. & those were only the ones we saw. HAHA
& during the PXXXS scene, we shouted along. HOHO.
& we kept throwing popcorn @ each other.
The movie was gay, but it was fun though.
Rinnah left first & then we all walked around, split up too.
The guys went home first & then i bus-ed back.

Thanks Gladys, Rinnah, Kenneth & Julvin for today
I really hope Michelle can go out tmrw, haha.
&&& OMFG, 2PM's new album coming out.
I'm not boycotting though, i can't bare to.


(EDIT)
Idk, but i felt that maybe i should Thank some pple
since today's the Thanksgiving service.

Michelle i know i like to keep ranting on and on
about stupid stuff. But i'm glad you've been soooo super patient
with me and tolerated all my stupid crap, hehe. I'm really glad
that i've gotten closer to you. Thank you for being such
a really gay girl & for playing and studying with me.
Thanks for being such a lovely bestbestbest friend.
Rebecca hehe. Though you always bully me
and tease me, you've been really nice to me(i guess).
Thanks for tolerating my nonsense too. I'm
glad i sat next to you this year, idk but i guess i've
gotten slightly closer to you & I'm glad.
I Thank God for such a really lovely girl like you.
Please take care of your Health okay? Will always
be Praying for you.
Yeewei D&T classes with you. Hehe.
Thanks for being such a blur girl. You really
bring joy to all of us. & You're not bad at bowling luh.
You ttly owned us at the last round, hehehe.
Thanks for being such a longlonglong friend.
Catch up more alright, & stop giving me that look!
HAHA, Hope your will last looooooooooooooooooooong.

Gladys I still remember our first firstfirst outing!
Ben & Jerrys Icecream(!!) I'm actually really glad that we
went out then. Thanks for being a really forgiving girl.
Keep having Faith in the Lord okay? Continue to be
strong in your Faith(!!!)

재범아, 네가 없으니까 시간이 멈춘것같아

Hottests are the Best, really.


Anyway, we didn't go cycling in the end.
& Congrats to the soccer team, teehee.
& good Job Captain's ball team, ahhaa.
The matches were really really really exciting, heh.
& Rebecca, Yeewei, Rinnah & I. Our crazy Mountain Dew
idea ads. They should srsly hire us y'know!
Aft. the whole thing, had lunch w/ Rinnah & Michelle
& then we walked to West Coast Bowling thing.
& then waited for Yeewei, Jerwin, Julvin & Christopher to come.
Played 3 games anyway. I won the first round & then
started to drop all the way, haha. & Julvin freaking striked twice in a row.
When we were at the overhead bridge, played the stupid
Cross the expressway game. HAHA, it was funny.
Had a loooooong chat w/ Yeewei & Michelle @ Mos.
Bus-ed all the way home & Bro was on the same bus as me.
Walked home together, haha.

(EDIT)
Self-denial
(/EDIT)

Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.

Yesterday was quite unexpected.
Stupid GV is such a stupid rip off, really hate GV.
Cathay ftw. Anyway, i didn't realise that 3D tix
yesterday cost freaking $13. So we didn't watch Cloudy anymore.
Anyway, the rest were late so nvm. Walked around deciding what to eat
& settled w/ food republic, teehee. After that,
Leonard & Chua left and then the rest of us,
Junhou, Joel, Joshua, Rebecca, Tzeli, Xingyi, Hongting & I
went to the arcade, HAHA. We spammed games there, was quite fun.
Hehehe, & the guys were playing the card game.
Aft. that, went to buy Sweeney Todd and amazingly, we managed to.
& then Tzeli left and we bus-ed back to my place.
We got quite irritated w/ all the singing in the show.
But the killing was disgusting, HAHA.
Stopped the movie & then we rockband all the way till 6++
& then i sent them out. Hehehe.

Maybe Monday we'll watch Cloudy(!!!)
Ahhhh, can't wait for Tuesday(!) Cycling w/
Rinnah, Rebecca, Tzeli, Yeewei & Michelle!
Omg, Flash Time Mob later, All the best for later guyss!
THERE'S NOTHING TO DO
&&& MAYBE I'M GETTING MY HERO TMRW

There are two kinds of secrets:
those we keep from other and those we hide from ourselves.

EXAMS ARE OVEEER, B-CHES(idk why bt i felt like saying tht)

I think I ttly screwed up D&T. I finished doing all the questions i knew
in half an hour & the paper was 2 hours long. I don't think i'll pass..

Anyway, aft exams went to Bukit Timah Plaza & met
Rebecca & Tzeli and had lunch w/ them @ that shop.
& then aft. that, went to the lan shop and met the rest
and played star wars w/ random pple and then played
CS with the rest of them, teeheeeeee. Aft. that,
went to KAP and talked and played games. Tzeli & Joel
were busy mixing Creamer, Sugar with water(?!)
& then left around 5 i think. & then we decided
to go into some housing estate, house were freaking huge.
Turns out the dead end wasn't a dead end.
Thank Joshua for leading us to your "short cuts"
walked from KAP all the way back to Dover MRT
we also trespassed a freaking condo that has no
press button to open back gate, so we climbed over
which was quite freaky since i was in school Uniform!
& then bus-ed back homee.
Tmrw gonna watch CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS


PLANS FOR HOLIDAYS
1. Cycling w/ RRYMDT aft inter-class
2. BALI GANG OUTING hopefully.
3.NIGHT SAFARI
4. PICNIC @ somewhere..
5.SLEEPOVER W/ MICHELLEEEE
6. ITALY TRIP, BABY.

Somethings are just meant to be kept within oneself

Even when you're not sure where you're headed,
it helps to know you're not going there alone.
No one has all the answers, and sometimes the best thing to do
is just apologize and let the past be the past.
Other times we need to look to the future,
and know that even when we think we've seen it all,
life can still surprise us

I Love MTV JK hits 'cos it played all my 3 fav kpop songs.
& seeing 2PM's Again & Again MV was really bittersweet.
+ I think pple need to be more exposed to NEWER kpop music
and not always the same-really-old-used-to-be-famous songs.
I MISS THE 2PM INTROs. & WHAT HAPPENED TO WILDBUNNY EP 8?!


Anyway, tmrw's Amath which i think i'm gna fail, tyvm.
+ I'm gonna fail Chinese Listening too. Don't understand a single thing.
Aft. School today, "studied" w/ Rebecca, Gladys & Yeewei & Jerwin.
Bought Starbucks, Iced Chocolate Super heavenly.

Anyway, this Friday most probably gonna watch
"CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS"
& then Aft. interclass on Tuesday, RYMD's gonna CYCLE>

it's hard to think about growing up
when you're right in the middle of doing it.
it's hard to know what you want.
sometimes there are so many voices in your head
it's difficult to know which of them is yours.

Teehee, i want a tea party! with lots of cupcakes and
macaroons + the best tea on earth. HAHA.

Though i really love Starbucks, i've got to say that
it's draining my $$ ttm. Every week i drink Starbucks
3 times which normally = $21+. Sigh, i must resist.
But i intend to buy the Halloween Tumbler, so adorable.

Anyway, i've been "mugging". I was sick on my geog and chem paper.
which reminds me, i did not take my medicine for some
inflammation thing for my eyes(wth?) Saturday studied w/
Michelle @ Marina square and walked around.

My goal once my exams are over is to
get my HTC Hero asap. I've a 80% chance of getting it.
+ My Dad's really nice. I'm going for SIA movie screening
of "Imagine That" & It's confirmed that i'm going Italy
But i'm not going to Paris 'cos it's too far. Oh well.

Dream Concert 101009, 7-1.
2PM performed as a 6 member group after
35 days of absence, i love them to bits.
& i'm hoping that Jaebeom really comes back.
40000 pple joining together to chant his name was touching.
& i love the fancams 'cos i get to see them perform.
Hottests forever. I miss Jaebeom

& 171009, Orchard @ 1.58pm. SGhottests will strike, haha.