So near but Yet so far

I'm thinking of telling another person my deepest darkest secret.
It's practically like i'm telling the whole choir clique.
I don't know why, but it's just so easy to tell them stuff
and they understand. It's not that i don't trust other people,
there's just this weird kind of obstacle that's not possible to remove
when it comes to this type of secrets.

Anyway, school today wasn't that bad :D

except for my stupid hair which was freaking screwed!

PE totally passed so fast! It was like kick afew balls and then PE is over.
Literature was totally slack lesson. We did nothing but
play with the tablet PCs!

Chinese also passed by really quickly same for science too!
Hongting's a real freako, like seriously freako.
Maths, zhijie was making really stupid noises and weird noises.

After school, only 3/6 of the choir clique went for lunch.
Faye, Rebecca and Deborah(me)! Al joined us later!
I bought like 2 bubble teas and tried strawberry italian soda this time.
One thing to describe it : Sweet, Very sweet.

Choir today was hothothothothothot, and we were released super duper early.
On the way out of school, Minxian, Rebecca and I went freaking high!
Bus-ed back with them. They're such lovely people

When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
will it be better? or will it be worse? I really want you badly
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
"Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus"
I can't bare to face you at all, i don't dare take a glance at you,
I really hope tomorrow's great, i need freedom.
I need to get out of this stupid house,
this house full of problems.
i say i'm a coward, maybe i should just tell you how i really feel

God be our Solution

Freakazoids, i'm super duper extremely full.
and have probably put on tons and tons of calories.

Today's worship was nice, we sang The Stand!
Anyway, worship ended at 12 and those who were going for 5th sunday
boarded the bus but my sister and i weren't going
so we went to plaza sing's macs :D
Saw my brother there anyway, we bought 2 hashbrowns
and 1 mcflurry. We walked around after that and went to carrefour
i bought my sky flakes, yay! Then we headed to Dad's office
and then the whole family went to Hard Rock cafe > : )

It has been like ages since we last went there!
I still remember we would always go there to celebrate
our birthdays! And i always ate the bonito flakes thingy.
But this time, i had their HRC speciality ice tea
and i ate the Twisted Mac, Chicken, Cheese!
My brother ate the Trio combo( Beef, Ribs and Chicken )
My sister ate the Legendary Burger, 10 oz of beef and some bacon.
My mum ate Veggie burger and my dad just coped food from us!
We also ordered the jumbo combo which comes with
onion rings, chicken tenders, Chicken wings, Potato Skin and Spring rolls.
I tell you, my stomach wanted to seriously burst.
We had a Hot fudge Brownie Sundae! Which went down in about 2 mins.
Truely, HRC's Brownies are THE best!

Anyway, walked around the Forum and went to see Diesel, EA and GA.
then we couldn't stand it and we came back home :D
Can't wait for choir tomorrow!

Pictures from Choir booth and the Queen Elizabeth's Birthday LIVE


( Choir booth Peeps! )


(Minxian, Deborah, Yeewei, Allison! )


(She's the one wearing the Blue thingy)

Waiting till you know my feelings

tomorrow's going to probably be a 4/6 choir clique lunch :(
There'll be fun but not as much fun without Michelle and Minxian!
Stupid michelle has to go for chapel practice.
A pity Minxian is dadada you know :(

I'm so tired, i tried cramping 3 ORCA in less than 2 hours.
Of course, it was a failure but i did one ORCA.
Can't be bothered, i'll hand up on Monday.
I'm too tired, i've got no motivation.
I hate stupid ORCA and Lit, i mean like WHO DOESN'T?!

aaaah, i love the lobbyist korean show man.
Action packed drama, it's on the cool side man.
You guys should watch it :D I'm not a fanatic of it though.
I still like Skandar best!

Simply Divine

Lit test was total killer.
Chinese lesson with my group was hilarious!
They kept calling me debbi and they did stuff
and i got suer freaked out okay, it was funny but scary.
I like Xu teacher :D She's really funny.
Science was fun with minxian
and i told her my deep deep dark secret that
currently 4 people know in this world (Inclusive of me)
D&T was fun banging the nails, haha.

After that, went to Ikea for RMD lunch!
I had two cups of icecream, it's super nice and not to mention addictive.
Later, we walked around and stuff and did stupid things.
Then after that we walked towards the coupon card thing.
Then we saw SIMS 2 and they had Sims 2 Nightlife installed
so i stayed there and played :)

Today was really nice and fun!
Stayed back and joshua bought us icecream!
Then we bus-ed to Macs to buy back food
Met with Allison, Celeste, Michelle, Dion and Joshua for the Open house meeting.
Michelle left shortly after
We painted the banner and it was really fun fun fun! :D
Dion and dadadada, muhahahha!

City by the Sea


Came to school with gigantic piglet and elmo balloooon!
Hahaha, but i passed it on to Kimberley since it's officially for her.
People say it looks like yee teacher?!?!?!
I seriously don't see any resemblance at all.
Anyway, lessons were like boring, sort of.
Chinese minxian and i were giggling away, Hehe!
Maths kimberley and margaret were seperated from us.
So it's like Me, Jonathan, Minxian then Zhijie.
I seriously pity margaret, like barely anyone to have fun with.
That sentence was so random, anyway.
i don't know why i just can't seem to stop thinking about you
today choir wasn't that bad.
Just that we laughed really badly!
Mr Yong was scary at a point of time.
Well, i'm going for open house this sat, alfihasiofhoifhs!
I really miss Mrs Onn though :(

I seriously can't cope with school now that it has started.
It's like i have piles and piles of homework left to be done.
I'm all stressed up now and i'm seriously finding more white hair in my hair.
I'm getting a cold and stuff :(
I don't like the stupid school. I hate coming to school but i want to come
'cos i can see the choir clique, class clique and stuff

I need a break from this Hasty Life

The Door in the Air

Worship today wasn't bad.
Had Cell group after that and ate M&Ms :D
Headed back home first then we set off to Central.
Which totally spoiled my freaking mood.
I hate the stupid Ramen shop and i totally screamed and shouted there
i didn't really care 'cos i was freaking pissed and couldn't hold any longer.

came back home after my horrible lunch and then dad fetched me to Holland V
to buy the balloons :D The piglet that i bought is freaking huge man! It's like
more than 1m long man! So, imagine how huge that is.


That's not the full length btw

"I have never left your"

Well, i just came back from choir camp.
I'll start from date 17/6/08 though i blogged about it.
BTW, Skandar Cut his hair! Warning, Long long post

17/6/08, Tuesday
Horrible, tiring day. We all had negative thoughts about the workshop
but we still had fun playing on the bus and saying "Wo ai Herbal Life, Ni ai ta ma?"
Came home and packed alot of stuff.
I brought my soft toy, Bolster, chargers and sweets and of course, alot of coins:D

18/06/08, Wednesday
Went to school really really early.
Settled down and we were told our groups.
I totally hated my group, it's like the whole choir clique
was separated from me, i really hated the feeling.
Anyway, we dropped our bags down at PA1 first
then headed to Anderson, this time we didn't get lost.
Well, we had this really lame exercise and i partnered with Wilma
since we couldn't partner with the Same school people.
We also had games and stuff. This particular person was so freaking extra.
Anyway we settled down and then we had combined sectionals.
After that we had lunch which wasn't that bad! :D

After lunch, we weren't pretty sure on where to go
and we headed to their Music room?
We were wondering whether the shoes outside the room
were from our school and Minxian spotted this very very
easily distinguished shoe and she knew that it was our school.
We started knocking on the door since it was locked
and then eugene came out then he was like quickly come in!
And it seemed as if all of them inside were guys
Then they saw Paul i think and then they closed the door before we could
take our our shoes.. Anyway, we started thinking
about what they were doing! Then suddenly we saw XXXXXXXX walk out
and we started bursting out in laughter. It was totally killer!
We laughed our lungs out all the way into the room and just couldn't stop.

We sat down and started playing games!
I tell you, Al-emporio is SUPER duper funny and cute man!
We were playing Murderer and Detective and it was the squeeze hand version.
She was apparently the murderer and when we started she was like
1, 2, 3 GO! It was soooooo obvious it was her!
Later we played some game and i got the forfeit.
I was supposed to go to the guys and say infront of XXXXXXXX's face that
XXXXXXXXX sucks to the core and singing too.
But i told them i would rather say that I love Skandar!
But when i reached the guys, i just started laughing and couldn't stop.
Anyway, we started Combined Sectionals.
Let me just say something XXXXXXXX TOTALLY can't XXXXX!
Everybody sounded so horrible. Altos then seperated from Sops
and had Sectionals alone. I started hearing Skandar's name from across the room
but it was actually Tenors. I was Hallucinating! I'm really Crazy la!
Anyway Mrs Onn eventually came and we had combined.
We sang with our eyes closed too and seriously,
i really felt the emotions from the Adieu song from all of us.
Soon, it was 330, our greatest fear of screwing up came.
We were second in line to sing for the 3 schools.
We all thought that we totally screwed this time and would get consolation.

But to our surprise, every conductor liked our Adieu song!

In the end it was announced that

WE WON! WE GOT FIRST!

Anyway, after everything was over we waited for our bus
and we created a Bella XXXX XXXX XXXX Cheer! :D
It's really nice! Like really seriously, and we had plans!
We waited and waited and waited.
We play alot of games with Qiai, Audrey, Huanghao, Cleo and al and the choir clique
We played until about 630+++ and the Stupid bus finally arrived okay!
Reached school and found the boys coming back from opposite! Humph.
Anyway, we all went to PA1 to get our stuff went to our bunks and this time
we got to chose which bunk we wanted to go to and we chose 209!
The super fun bunk man! And then we headed to bathe.
Al and I went to the CCA block to bathe and thank goodness,
there were 2 cubicles left for us!
And then while bathing, i suddenly heard Michelle and Minxian.
Apparently, they chionged to the CCA block toilets, haha!

Dinner was extremely good! Seafood Fried rice, really nice.
After that, we headed to PA1 to have our movie, Greece!
It's freaking gay and sick la! And we caught XXXXXXXX and XXXXXX
doing something that totally caught our attention and immediately,
I took out my phone and started snapping!
During the movie they went to keep our phones and they said theywould
only return it to us when the camp ends.
A number of us were pretty Angry.

When the 1st CD of the movie ended we stopped and they told us that we were going
to play Murderer in our combined groups.
It was really dark and pretty freaky la! My group didn't manage to complete
the thing so we didn't know what weapon and stuff.
Qiai and I were doing the Bella XXXX XXXX XXXX cheer, hehehe.
Anyway, we went to wash up and headed to sleep.

19/06/08, Thursday
We all woke up around 715 and went to wash up.
Apparently, Ms Lim was coming at 10 for choir practice.
In the end, Ms Lim said that we wouldn't be training.
And she really praised us, i could really tell she was pretty happy :)
All of us had no confidence that we could actually get 1st.
We slacked really aloooooot! And we had loads of laughter.

We went back to our room and played cards man! Totally fun i tell you! :D

After Ms Lim left was lunch and it was CHICKEN RICE!
I totally just ate the rice without the chicken, i'm extremely scared already.
Anyway, we had games after that.
My group owned group 2 in Spider Soccer man and i can't remember anymore:)
Spider soccer was not easy at all. Someone stepped on my new shoe
and now it's really dirty! STUPID PERSON :(
We had water bomb fight after the games.
It was freaking fun man <3>It was scary, i was afraid that the same thing would happen.
I was really praying hard that it would not and
i'm really glad it did not

We went to bathe after that, unfortunately, i had a huge blister at the bottom of my toe.
Both toes infact and it really hurts. I think it's my second layer of skin
We were too slow so we couldn't go to the CCA block so we went
to the 4th level toilet and let me tell you, IT TOTALLY ROCKS MAN.
The water was just nice or more like we were used to the water
since we've been bombed and stuff, haha. Later, we changed into
our Night cycling clothes!

Dinner was those Mixed rice thing. It tasted nice man :D
Totally gave us energy for later on!
Bus-ed to ECP with Miss Liang/ Mrs Tan.
We told her the lame jokes and Michelle and I
did the so-not-funny-tickling laughter! Which totally rules man!
We practically went crazy on the bus okay!
Reached ECP and we all went excited. I decided to join Minxian's group!
Well, we cycled really slowly at first 'cos we needed to balance.
Minxian couldn't really get her pace so we waited for her!
Stopped once and we were actually pretty far from the rest.
We moved on and this time, Michelle and i were speeding :D
Minxian was going fine and she was nearby us!
We stopped again and at a Slope, urgh.
And then we moved on and this time Minxian was fast man
and Michelle and i were super duper i tell you.
But we decided to stay at the back 'cos it wasn't as crampy.
I did manage to bike with one hand to adjust my hair and specs.

We stopped at our "Pit Stop" at Safra there.
i went to toilet at Safra, at first i didn't know it was Safra
until i reached the entrance i was like FREAK! SAFRA!
i haven't been there for ages man. I really miss that place.
I still remember when i was really young and i liked to play with the fishes.
I ever went to the arcade there to play too.
And of course after swimming there, we would got to the restaurant at the gold course
and eat our oh-so-favorite French Fries :D
Those really the days man, totally no homework!
It was like a weekly thing to go to Safra!

Anyway for the first time in my life, i drank the tap water.
It tasted sweeter than the normal water i drink.
Anyway we headed back to the place and this time alot of us got a lil bit angry.
Daniel, my Group 6 member fell down and we were assigned
to take care of him and bring him back safely while he's riding on his bike.
We went at a normal speed and we were enjoying the breeze and the scenery
Michelle and i like to speed up at the humps and then we break after the hump
so they can catch up with us. Hahaha, Daniel's really good!
He can actually cycle though his wound's really huge! And he cycles pretty fast.
I managed to stand on my bike man!

We were the last group to arrive at the stop at the other end of ECP.
Guess what, we were scolded for NO particular reason and stuff happened.
This time, tons of us were VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY annoyed.

We were given another mission and it was to cycle to Macs.
We were told that if we were ready we may go.
So Michelle and I started off and Minxian, Daniel and Shawn followed.
Guess what?!?! WE GOT SCOLDED AGAIN 'cos they said we didn't
wait for the other teams. But instructions were given that
if we were ready we may go. This time i was annoyed pissed and really hurt.
I shan't comment much.

We headed back at around 1215. Michelle and I cried on the bus
what was said really made a huge mark in our lives.
I shan't comment anymore. Headed back to school for debrief
and then we went to bathe and we bathed at 4th floor again!
We headed back and we talked and stuff and then we went to sleep at 2+
We were supposed to wake up at 825 but in the end woke up at 845.
I didn't want to wake up the rest 'cos they really seemed tired.
Had breakfast and then we had mini games and got back our phones.
Then, we headed to PA and did reflection and then we headed off.

We were supposed to go out to celebrate Joshua's birthday
but we felt bad 'cos he was the only guy there so we canceled it.
In the end, RMD went opposite for lunch and i cabbed back.

Camp this year was really fantastic! The comm. which planned it, good job man! :D

Labels: choir camp

Could you stop?

Well, my mum and sister are back!
They bought really alot alot alot alot alot of stuff.
They bought me skinnies and a bag too!
and some other stuff :D

Today was really horrible, extremely horrible.
I totally hated today.
We were in a horrible, greeny, disgusting run-downed school.
Did i mention we "LOVE" bamboo alot!
Well, Lunch was really funny and disgusting.
Faye found ARMPIT? hair in her chicken rice
we were all disgusted and stopped eating.
$3 down the drain, like totally.
I absolutely felt that it was a total WASTE OF TIME.
But tomorrow, i hope we just do our best
and show that we're not losers.
and even if we lose, or are made to be forth place
we shouldn't let others judge us :)

That's what you get when you let your heart win

Guess what?! The stupid disney channel website lied to me!
There's no 3D goggles at 1 Jervois's Road Petrol station!
It's not even out of stock, there was never stock there.
Humph, anyway i bought snacks for tomorrow's competition :D
I shall ask my dad to get the goggles at the Airport then!

I wish i really could

This is my 400th post

Bawl, i woke up at 715 today.
Dad fetched me to the National Dental Center
I was the second one to be there!
I like the no. i got man, 8001.
Stupid la, i waited for like one hour.
But doesn't matter, it's pretty short since i didn't have an appointment
But my turn was super fast.
The dentist took like at least 5 or less minutes to do my braces :)

Well, i took 33 back and walked back home.
First time in this holiday man :D
I decided not to go to queensway then to school then to orchard.
'cos i guessed if i go to queensway, the shop wouldn't be open.
So no point either. Seriously, who would open their shop at 835?

And now, i think im going to go to the Petrol station to get my 3D goggles.
and buy food back or something. I want to drink Mug!

Well, tomorrow i have to wake up at 715 AGAIN.
Stupid competition start so early, crazy people.

Trading my Sorrows

Today's worship was um, okay.
Bible study was dha BOMB! We combined groups and we all
went high high high. Even my CG leader went high! :D
I guess it was one of the Best Cell group i've ever had
and yet, we learnt something too!

After Church, my Dad and I went to Sun with Moon!
After our lunch there, we went to see my bottle i wanted.
But he suggested not to buy that and instead buy a better one!
After that, we headed to Wisma to see World of Sports.
Instead we stopped at MIO and my dad some magnetic thingy for $100!
He says it's a pretty good buy after all the discounts, hohohoho.
Went to Esprit and i found something i liked but i felt it was rip off
though the quality was good, so we went to World of Sports.
There was nothing there! I wanted something from Keds
but all the shoes were all not fit for school!

Anyway we walked to Takashimaya after that.
Bought Beard papa, courtesy of Dad!
and then that's when my shopping spree started :D
Bought a Nalgene bottle from there.
Tried looking for Keds again but again, i was disappointed by the results.
So anyway, we walked to Shaw after that.
Took a break at Mos Burgers and thank goodness we took a break there!
My legs were about to break after hardcore "shopping"

After our little break, we headed to Tangs.
Quickly rushed to the shoe department area area.
No keds to be seen :( But, i found a QUITE nice Nike shoe
And guess what? it was on 50% discount!
My Dad was the one which spotted it at first
and then tried on the shoe and stuff and bought it :D
$60+ for a Nike shoe = Ultra worth it okay!
Finally i got a School shoe after 6 months man!
Later we walked around and stuff and got freaking bored.

So we headed back, but went to Dawson to do grocery shopping.
While paying up i realised this family with two carts of food.
Their grocery bill went up to $250+! It was pretty freaky.

Then while on the way home, my dad forgot about
the Hannah Montana 3D goggles :( So i'm going to get them tomorrow.
Note something, i do not like Hannah montana.
I'm just curious about her 3D concert thing!
And since i can get the goggles for free, why not?

you're back

Labels: Shopping

Long Walk Home

Fun conversations with Micho totally rules :D
Braho and Micho

Anyway Pictures from Study date with Freako Straw Woman

( Octopus Freakos )


( Hello there, UNGLAM)


( we RULE THE WORLD, duh)


(100 Years to Live)


(Maths Freakos)

Bring me to Shopping Heaven

Stuff in Scotland is freaking cheap man(According to my Sister)
Well, i'm updating 'cos i made a new skin!
GUESS WHO'S IT ON?!


( Skandar Keynes)
You people better go and comment or something PLEASE!

Anyway, Going to Grandma's house later for Father's day Celebration!

e=mc²

Woke up and got a message from my tutor!
NO TUITION :D Hohohoho, hooray for me!
Ducky's coming back today if i'm not wrong!
Kind of miss her! Come back quick man!

There's nobody online or barely anyone online!
I need to really mug hard hard today.
Hardcore studying :D

This is Home, Now I'm finally where I belong

So, My Mum and sister are coming back from the UK
on Tuesday, the day of my competition and i can't welcome
them back. Such a sad thing :(

Well, I'm super happy that i got Skandar onto my Wallpaper
I feel like kissing him
Now i see his gorgeous face when i check the time
AND when i open up my phone!

So i just painted my nails in a super coolio way man!
Inspired by Bazaar the magazine! I think it was issued last year:D

Hohohoho, June hols babies are lucky!
They're going to get balloons or actually more like July babies!
And really expensive stickers that i'm going to stick on their cards.
Leonard's present is the most expensive i think ( thank me!)
It's going to make him absolutely fat and that's what he wants
'cos he's so freaking thin which is unfair!

This is a really random post and i made xanga!
I think it's cool, i guess xanga shall be all my rants on skandar!

Tuition tomorrow, boho

My Saviour King

Guess what, my stupid brother ate 3/4 of my icecream!
FOR BOTH TUBS TOO :( BOOHOOO!

Anyway i think this quiz was super funny :)
Quizzes are currently my new form of entertainment!

1) Put your music player on shuffle.

2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3) You must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds!


If someone says "Is this okay" you say?
# Children of December

What would best describe your personality?
# This is Home

What do you like in a guy/girl?
# Passing Afternoon

How do you feel today?
# Beautiful Girls

What is your life's purpose?
# Ben is Chasing Beautiful Girls

What is your motto?
# Every breath you Take

What do your friends think of you?
# Everything

What do you think of your parents?
# Guest Check

What do you think about very often?
# Let's get out of this Country

What do you want to be when you grow up?
# A Vessel Unto Honour

What do you think of your bestie(s)?
# Better than Life

What do you think when you see the person you like?
# When you Look me in the Eyes

What do your parents think of you?
# Here i am to Worship

What song will you dance to at your wedding?
# To BE with you

What will they play at your funeral?
# When it Rains

What is your hobby/interest?
# Let me SIng

What is your biggest fear?
# Suddenly i See

What is your biggest secret?
# Made to Worship

What song will be the subject when you repost?
# Beautiful One

I've got my memories
They're always inside of me
But I can't go back,
Back to how it was
I believe now, I've come too far
No I can't go back, back to how it was
Created for a place I've never known

I'm so freaking frustrated today. Why?

MY STUPID BRACES BROKE AGAIN!

SAME SPOT! 1294861294621^(@^$(*@!(*$

So, michelle and I have been doing quizzes and stuff.
It's pretty fun and entertaining :D
Maybe on Monday i might go for dental
and then head to school to find my ORCA.
I'm so dead! I can't find my stupid ORCA! WHAT TO DO?!
I've got don't know how many millions of homework to be done!
Maybe i should have just gone England and just enjoy myself there.
And comeback and just say that my parents didn't allow me to
bring my homework there. Like please la, people go for holiday
is to enjoy their life and NOT be bothered by the no. of homework
they have! I wish MOE had this rule Singapore-wide that
NO homework should be given to the pupils.
What are holidays for man? :(

Sometimes, it takes awhile to understand

HEHEHE, look at what i did for Michelle man :D



Nice right? I did it from scratch man! Took quite awhile.
Hohoho, I'm going to decorate my handbook with Skandars<3

Hey boy you know you drive me crazy

YES! After so long, i finally managed to put Skandar<3
as my Huge wallpaper on my phone!
Finally solved the problem, hohoho.

Well, in the process of trying to solve the problem
i edited pictures from Study date and night out with Cousin!


(Keeping the dream Alive)


(Cinema Exposure)


(We love Skandar Keynes and we won't deny it)


(Sex and the City!)


(Wheelock nights)


(Onion Ring Fantasy)


(Different Face beneath me)

Behold this night, still and clear
You look here just like an angel sleeping
I wish I could ease your fears
I would catch the diamond tears you're weeping
In your eyes I would hide
By your side I could defy
The forces tearing us apart
But reality, as it seems
Looking back, is that our dream
Was fated from the start
Adapted from Starcrossed - Ash

Freakazoids, it's 1210 and there's no one online whom i can actually talk to.
Oh wait, correction, Micho's online already. HAHAHA :D

I still can't get why i can't put Dearest Skandar's Picture as my Huge wallpaper.
I roughly know why, so I'm going to try again!
I've already got him on my Cover LCD!
So every time i check the time, i will always see his gorgeous hot Brown eyes
staring at me, so totally drop dead gorgeous ok!
I'm going to try and find his mood theme now!
And I'm going to print pictures of him! And put him everywhere!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, he's so freaking hot! <3

Anyway, i seriously need to buy new shoes.
Stupid Fairfield Site cannot be accessed.
What are they doing man?!

I will still believe

More pictures of skandar <3

You are my World,
You are my God

Today was an absolute fun filled day with COUSIN<3
I seriously loveeeeeeeeee her! Hahahaha :D

Well, i cabbed to Cineleisure and met her there!
Headed to buy tickets for Narnia, AGAIN!
I don't mind wasting $6 to watch edmund
which is a total heart throb :D
Later we headed to Taka, i bought Auntie Anne's
and Coffee bean, Pure Chocolate Large.
After that, we headed back to Cineleisure and bought Popcorn chicken
and hehehe, we sneaked them in :D Bought drinks from there though.

I was totally all over edmund there and guess what?
I influenced my cousin to liking him :D
After the movie we walked to wheelock and settled down at NYDC.
I tell you we were bloated to the core.
Headed to BORDERS :D Took quite a number of pictures
then i went around and got my pencil box <3
Then we headed home at 820. Took 65 back home.

Well, i'm satisfied and really happy!
I'm going to send fanmail to Skandar on his birthday!
I really really hope i get a reply ( They say he replies back )
I'm going to print out his pictures too and put them in my file/wallet
i've uploaded pictures to my phone too! :D

Let everything that has breath
Praise the Lord

Bizarre but yes, i'm going to watch narnia for the second time
with my cousin :D Yay, i can admire edmund's face again!

Everybody's starting to like him :(
Anyway, i think he's hot man!
So i shan't care about what Michelle says about him, wakakaka.

Altos are totally going to own during camp!


Did i mention? I can go eat my favorite Auntie Anne's!
In your face Michelleeeeeeee!
I can't wait to see my cousin later. Soon soon!
about 2 hours more i'll be leaving the house
and 3h 55mins to EDMUND <3<3<3<3

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek Your face
Lord all I am is is Yours

Two words to describe today,
Horrible and Fun.

Went out with Michelle and pompompom
though i'm still sick :S I think i'm down with a really really horrible cold
and i have a fever and a sore throat. Not exactly fun
especially during the holidays. I hope i get well before
choir camp and exchange! :D

Anyway, we went to vivo. Bought tickets for Kungfu Panda's show at 210.
After that, we headed to the arcade. Played air hockey, Time crisis
and Racing game :D I was screaming alot during the Time Crises.
And let me say something, pompompom is prooooo man.
Racing was fun :) Michelle kept during the car trick thingy.
I won the last round, the extreme stage! Total ownage(Sort of)
Later we headed off to Sushi tei and then later we walked to Carls jr.
But stopped halfway and walked back to sushi tei.
We ate there in the end. I ordered my sukiyaki :D<3
I miss my Mum's sukiyaki! With the don't know how many
hundreds of beeeeeeeeeeeeef! :D
Anyway after lunch we straight away went to watch the movie!
The movie was hilarious but i expected more you know.
Tomorrow i'm watching Narnia AGAIN with my cousin!
yaaaaay, i can admire edmund's face!

After the movie, we went to pompompom's church's studio thingy.
Michelle played pool and mario kart while i just rotted there.
No energy to play at all. Lucky i didn't 'cos i think i'll
have an even higher fever which isn't good.
I left early and took a cab back. Dad's at some dinner thing.
One more week till my Mum comes back!

I need your to keep me in your prayers please.
Can't afford to fall sicker during exchange :(
Thanks :D

In my life, Be lifted high
In our world, Be lifted high
In our love, Be lifted high

This story really showed me and told me to always have faith,
faith in the Heavenly Father :)
It's really cool, it might be long but read it :D
It's really amazing you know :)
Story abit flawed though!

""Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"

"Yes sir," the student says.

"So you believe in God?"

"Absolutely."

"Is God good?"

"Sure! God's good."

"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"

"Yes."

"Are you good or evil?"

"The Bible says I'm evil."

The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a
moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and
you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?"

"Yes sir, I would."

"So you're good...!"

"I wouldn't say that."

"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you
could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't,
does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he
prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you
answer that one?"

The student remains silent.

"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water
from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"

"Er...yes," the student says.

"Is Satan good?"

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."

"Then where does Satan come from?"

The student falters. "From...God..."

"That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil
in this world?"

"Yes, sir."

"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"

"Yes."

"So who created evil?" The professor continued, "If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the
principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil."

Again, the student has no answer. "Is there sickness? Immorality?
Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?"

The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."

"So who created them?"

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. "Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer
breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.
"Tell me," he continues onto another student. "Do you believe in Jesus
Christ, son?"

The student's voice betrays him and cracks. "Yes, professor, I do."

The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to
identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?"

"No sir. I've never seen Him."

"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"

"No, sir, I have not."

"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for
that matter?"

"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."

"Yet you still believe in him?"

"Yes."

"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol,
science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?"

"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."

"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science
has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of
his own. "Professor, is there such thing as heat?"

"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."

"And is there such a thing as cold?"

"Yes, son, there's cold too."

"No sir, there isn't."

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room
suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat,
unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have
anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is
no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458
degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or
transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit
energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see,
sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We
cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is
energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.

"What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"

"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it
isn't darkness?"

"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence
of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light,
flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and
it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the
word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?"

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will
be a good semester. "So what point are you making, young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to
start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed."

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. Flawed? Can
you explain how?"

"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains. "You
argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad
God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something
we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses
electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood
either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of
the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not
the opposite of life, just the absence of it."

"Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man,
yes, of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes
where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and
cannot even prove that this process is an on-going Endeavour, are you not
teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?"

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion
has subsided.

"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student,
let me give you an example of what I mean."

The student looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who
has ever seen the professor's brain?" The class breaks out into laughter.
"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt
the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one
appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of
empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain,
with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how
can we trust your lectures, sir?"

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his
face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. "I guess
you'll have to take them on faith."

"Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with
life," the student continues. "Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?"

Now uncertain, the professor responds, "Of course, there is. We see it
everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is
in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These
manifestations are nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it
does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is
just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the
absence of God.

God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man
does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that
comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no
light."

The professor sat down"

Today i have been munching on mantou
/quaker's bars Cookies and Cream and Chocopie!
Dad's overseas and brother's in camp.
I'm all alone, boohooo :(

Labels: Story Telling

Leave all those memories behind

Yesterday was grandad's 80th birthday :D
Hahaha, i kind of got anoyed during the dinner
when all the stupid-darn-annoying-don't-know-how-to-behave-kids
were screaming and shouting! I bet you those people outside
of the room got annoyed and must be thinking what kind of
horrible family that is :( Anyway, Food wasn't that bad.
Mainly seafood though! Before the cake was supposed to arrive,
BLACKOUT. I thought it was actually just the
restaurant's power supply which went off but my dad
said that the whole block was under the blackout.
Anyway, we cut the cake and stuff under the dark dark light
of course there were candles though!
Overall experience : Average.

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Today's church wasn't as bad as i thought it would be!
2nd sunday activities were fun and stupid too but
i think wrap up was coolioooo :D

Had games such as Some chair thing, Flour Tower,
Show and tell and Pictionary.
I think the chair one was stupid, I almost was made to hug a guy
but of course i didn't! HA HA! I just fell off the chair
and they were like cheater! Then i just Smirked > : )

Flour tower was kind of boring but still!
We were made to cut of the flour which had a mentos on top.
So whoever who makes the mentos drop off the flour tower
you'll have to eat it. I was supposed to eat it
but lucky me, i escaped it :D

Show and tell was stupid, HAHA. But quite fun to listen
to the other group's pointless/mindless stories!

Pictionary was best, for me at least, 'cos i managed to guess
most of the thingys for our group :D

After church we headed to Wisma and we were supposed to eat
at Din Tai Fung and daddy suddenly got distracted by
the supposedly good hokkien mee store at Food Republic
it was a TOTAL Let down okay, i've tasted better.
Dad was disappointed and said he'll make it up to us :)
Anyway, we walked to Paragon after that and we totally
"Jaywalked" the humongous street. My dad was scolding my brother and stuff
but my brother claims that it's safe 'cos it's a
"Proper" Pedestrian crossing, yea right.
Anyway we went to sign up for the citibank card and nearby
was this super cool but extremely expensive Tea room restaurant.
It's not high tea btw
I went to get icecreeeeeaaaaam :D
After that we went to Taka to shop shop shop.
but we came out empty empty empty!
I went grocery shopping with dad and we spent 80+ there.
Not a fascinating sum 'cos i know we spent more before.
I bought my MANTOU! MANTOU! MANTOU! and Chocopie :D

I'm a happy happy happy girl!

a Picture Paints a Thousand Words

Study date with Micho

( Vibrant Youths )


( Visit me at Number 55 )


( Beef Chilli Cheese Fries )

Vibrant Colours

Today's a day of slacking :D
Later's there's Grandfather's birthday Celebration
if i'm not wrong. Sad that my grandmother ain't here :(
But well, we've just got to move on.

I really want to go out tomorrow.
Especially to Orchard/ Wheelock.
It has been quite awhile since i've gone there!
I want another study date with Micho
this time, it's hardcore studying!
I miss ISLAND CREAMERY <3
I miss 2A tooo <3
I miss the Choir Clique <3
I miss RMD <3

Inaudible Melodies

Finally uploaded Photos from the study date with Michelle!
and now i just need to upload the photos from the RMD lunch!

Today i've seriously got to get work done!
If not i'm so dead when school reopens! There's like
tons and tons and tons and tons of homework to be done.
What's wrong with teachers man?
They're like Crazy Evil Human Beings.
They give us so much homework to make us suffer from depression
and then they have to mark all the work they give up.
Crazy, stupid mindless creatures > : )

Alright Pictures form Haagen Daaz with Ducky and
Study Date with Michellee/Freako Straw Woman and and
Playground Pictures! Picture Overload

Study Date



( Inner Glow )


( Sisters of Christ )


( Sweet Innocence )

RMD lunch

(Failed attempt in Jumping)


( Left to Right : Rebecca, Michelle, Deborah )


( Jumping Cycle )


( We'll stay like This Forever )


( RMD everything )

Haagen Daaz with Ducky

(Deep Inside we Know it's True)


(Flowers Anyone?)