Tears in Heaven

i'm seriously frustrated.
I don't get what similar triangles are?!
this whole week has been really stressful.
I'm sorry if i pissed anyone off :S

At least i've got my friends :D
like rebecca Lau, Michelle Leong, Kimberley, Minxian and so on.

Choir had a huge lecture today by Ms liang.
First time i ever heard Ms Liang scold people
and it was really super duper freaky.
I just felt like breaking down and cry
i don't know why,
and i didn't feel good during the whole choir practice.
Desh, the indian song, sounds really great when combined
but alto's parts are really boring.
After choir i went super duper high.
and yeeeeeee teacher is in our classroom!
hopefully she won't see our english group work stuff
we insulted her hehe :D
Not us actually, it was the class.

tons of homework piled up
and waiting for me to touch them

Here are some pictures from yesterday



( Jun Hou and Zhijie being gay )


( Guys being really gay )

Bleeding Love

rebecca ain't the lousiest camera person!
We shouldn't take things for granted dearie!
It's an honour to have you film :D
and luckily you were there to help us.
If not we'll probably still be doing the advertisement right now. i have no idea why,
i guess it's just like that.
that feeling, that emotion.
I've definitely got to know everyone better
through the filming. The guys are pretty cooperative :)
Thank God that i managed to finish the editing
and right now, i don't feel like doing work. i totally screwed everything up.
My whole life, everything.
I just want to go back with you
I am a friend of God,
He calls me friend.

Search my Heart Lord

After school, went opposite to eat.
and after that, we headed over to heritage view
with the guys to do our perfume ad.
We slacked for a pretty long time
and therefore, making us rush throughout
and do slipshot work.

Through the process of filming and everything,
i guess i've gotten closer to my classmates.
Girls perfume ad plot:
We're freaky nerds and ugly people,
We see "handsome" boys and we primp up.
But they reject us real badly.
- Transition -
We decide to go shopping
and we did not take notice of a perfume bottle.
suddenly, we stop and turn
we rush over to the perfume bottle.
Start "groping" it and "steal" it.
( This proves how desperate we are
such that we go to the extend of "stealing" )
-Transition-
( Tired of getting rejected and looked down by hot guys? )
You'll see the girls, Minxian, Kimberley and I
transformed into hot girls.
The girl see us and ask for our number
but we throw our sweet that we're eating at them and walk off.
They drop to the floor,
touching the sweets that we touched.
and start getting obsessed over it.
That's our plot! :D

Guy's Plot
The guys are acting buff.
the girls walk pass and they
start pretending to be really strong.
The girls give them The look
and the Guys, Joshua, Jun Hou, Jonathan and Zhi Jie
are immediately rejected.
They all start balming Joshua for getting them rejected
Suddenly, a perfume appears
and they all start snatching it.
-Transition-
The guys once again see the girls
the girls are impressed and they
give Zhijie their number.
The guys behind drop joshua
and run after zhi jie
joshua follows shortly after.
That's the plot! :D

Today was really fun :)

This is my cry

outing to marina square with Michelle was great!
lessons today wasn't that bad.
And we heard Mr Guo scolding the NA class.
Really freaky, he's like the thinner version of Mr Donald Tan from primary school.

anyway, here are the pictures from yesterday :D



( Just one kiss, Please )



( Kimberley and I )


( Gavin and I )


( Margaret and Gavin )



( Minxian and I )


( Leonard with Uncle! )


( Kimberley with aunty )


( Service Learning Group without Leonard )

Stop and Stare

today was the best day of the week!
Lessons were boring
and my group for the Literature presentation
were all super pissed.
Everyone gave us a low accuracy when
we totally followed practically every single thing said in the book
only the way of speaking it was changed.
So, i was in a really bad mood.
I just felt like rdcfvtuogisuiga

After that, obviously, i threw a tantrum. Sort of,
Anyway, bus ride to queenstown was fun :D
We kept taking pictures and stuff.
So, we reached and we started munching on Ruffles.
The Guy taught us what to do when we went home to home visiting.
I was pretty much looking forward to the home to home visiting.
We sang songs on the way to the houses, along the corridors.
The first family we visited was really nice and cute :D
I'll only write those significant ones
which have made a small impact in our lives.
We took pictures with them!
One of them has a dog and minxian and i were really afraid
and ran up to the above floor and stood along the stairs and watched.
And there was this other woman!
She was just so adorable and we took pictures with some of them!
There was one house which we kept asking if there was anyone at home
in different languages, it was pretty freaky.

Anyway, after everything we went to buy a 1.5l coke bottle
and shared among the group members :)
today was a great day.
God has never failed to make each day of my life happier!

Here are some of the photos :D


( our group )





( the really nice uncle and aunt )

Tell the World

Went to my cell group member's house for dinner :)
Which was amazingly fun.
One of the families brought the WII they won from a lucky draw.
So, we played bowling, tennis and our favourite boxing
where everyone starts screaming saying the bowling method
which i obviously created :D
That bowling method is a great way to kill the boxing opponent.
2 army guys couldn't win that 600 level guy while i could.
And those army guys aren't weaklings.
Hehe, i'm so proud of myself!
My brother keeps showing off his muscles.
He just gained 2kg worth of muscles, retarded eh?
I don't like my brother, he has sooooo much money
and he doesn't want to buy me my chocs.

Sunday was a great day.
Church worship wasn't bad i guess.
Cell group was fun fun fun i guess.
After church my family went to vivo and ate at Marche
I am so freaking pissed off with the staff at the entrance.
How rude can they be?! I know my dad was abit too much
but they could have handled him in a courteous matter right?!
I HATE MARCHE OFFCIALLY RIGHT NOW.
So what if they've got loads of customers
if their staff isn't good the whole restaurant isn't good.
After Marche, we went to Haagen Daaz to get our ice cream :)
Daddy bought a Pint of Melon ice cream, a pint of Raspberry sorbet
and a Quart of Green tea. Like super duper humongous.
The bill came up to 52+ but we had some voucher thing.
And i saw tze li and her sister.

today sucked totally.
i need some love desperately

This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set
on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one elast appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Ohhh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
Stop and Stare - One Republic

Train rides with Michelle are really fun.
Especially when we go all High!
School has been rather stressful
everytime i come back home i just plop myself onto the bed
choir's just so boring sometimes.
'm bored now, 've got tuition later
and a cell group gathering :)

hello world, i want to be your friend pretty please.

Take Time to Realize

It's great to see familar faces.
A pity minxian didn't come to school.
But school was really boring today
My voice's totally screwed.

i still wonder if you do.
Whenever i see that, it makes my heart skip a beat.

"We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king"
Saviour King - Hillsong

This song never fail to really touch my heart.
I have to thank God, the Father almighty, who has really
given me the strength to overcome my fever for the past 3 days.
Through this situation, i've really become closer to God.
And truely, He is the Most powerful and faithful God :D

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Thanks Al-emporio, Minxian, Rebecca,
Michelle, Shangrong, Faye and Chinwei<3

Saturday was a blast excluding the fact that i had a mild fever.
Well, we performed inside Esplanade but not in the concert hall.
It was better than performing outdoors.
The holding room we were in was really nice :)
and the lift that brought us up and down
was really humongous. It could fit the whole choir, 70+ people,
including the extra guy and the teachers. It's way bigger than the Ikea lift.
After the whole event, we were supposed to have a clique dinner
but majority couldn't make it.
So, only Minxian, Michelle and I went out.
We ate at Vivo's Marche :D
If i wasn't sick, we would have spent hours there.

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The next few days i have a super duper high fever.
To be more exact my fever went up to 42.
Doctor gave me 1 month MC from PE.
I've got loads of medicine to take.
Oh well, tomorrow's back to school.

Enjoy the Pictures <3

(Rebecca, ShangRong, Deborah) Left - Right



(Al-Emporio, Shangrong, Deborah, Faye, Chinwei, Michelle) Left-right
Photographer - Rebecca and minxian



( Esplanade Pass )

Lord, guide me through my days.
Help me to make decisions, Lord.
Give me the courage to face up to my problems
instead from always running away from them.
Lord, give me the strength as i go through every single day of my life.

Clique lunch at clementi today<3
Performance at Esplanade
and Clique Dinner at Orchard <3
yay, can't wait! :D

i've been trying my utmost best
but yet your still look down on me,
call me stupid, call me useless.
I still have feelings and your don't even know how much i hate your right now.
My friends are even closer to me than my own family.
I dont feel welcomed or the warm feeling at home.
Sometimes, i feel like just running away
but i know it wont solve problems
can't your just spare a thought for me?!

I can't stand everyone talking about cjh
i need to decide if i still do think that way.
I'm glad i have rebecca and yeewei there for me :)

The splendor of the King

I officially declare today the best day of my life so far :)
These girls contributed to the wacko day!
Rebecca Lau, Huang Minxian, Jamie Chong, Goh Yee Wei, Faye Woo and Chng Chinwei :D
I'm really glad that God made us best of friends :)

Anyway, today the choir had to sing the Total Defence infront of the school!
Super duper embarrassing.
Had fire drill during english lesson, yay!
We went to pull out the lollipop stick and ate the lollipop :D
We were busy plucking out the grass too!
Anyway, drill ended about half an hour later.
Recess was super damn funny.

Anyway, MRS RAMA was in a super bad mood today, i could tell.
Science was really fun today!

Anyway, after school we the girls rushed off to Anchorpoint.
Ate at KFC and the scary worker was there again.
She was holding faye's burger and suddenly she sneezed
and then there was a really deep "dent" in faye's burger.
Super duper funny!
Anyway, we rushed back to school too.
Sec 1s joined us today.
I think Shang Rong is still the best <3
After awhile of singing, the choir played wacko
and i almost lost my voice while playing, was screaming like mad.
hoho, and i cried cos it was so funny.

After Choir we snapped loads of photos :)
Only uploaded some the rest i'll upload another time!
Enjoy lovely people <3






Yee Teacher :D


( Hello tally )


(Hey Minxian)


( We Rule the World)

How great is our God!
valentine's day this year wasn't pretty nice as i thought it would be.
Brought loads of stuff today.
2 boxes of ferrero Rochers
2 packs of Starburst SUCK and letters.
Thanks Rinnah, Faye, Jeanette, Kimberley, Rebecca,
Sarah-Ann, Chinwei, Michelle the super duper drop dead gorgeous,
Jeremiah and adriel for the lovely gifts :D
I'm sorry if i left anyone out. Anyway, lessons were really slacky.
Went out after science remedial with kimbo!
In the end i COULDN'T go into any store.
Whenever i stepped it the sensor thingy would go beep beep beep.
So in the end, i went back home.
Must be those 2 idiotic low-life boys in the mrt.

Love can't be forced boy.
You can drive any girl to her grave by doing what you're doing.
I'm sick and tired of this.
You're such a jerk, no girl with my expectations would ever like you.
I'm sorry for being so harsh, but i really don't like you.
So stop pestering me 'cos it won't work.

Okay, i can't believe i just lied big time today:(
But it's probably to protect myself.
Choir performing infront of school tomorrow, darn.

yet another post.
I'm just really bored.
Was playing with photobooth
and was looking back at the old pictures :)
Now life at home's so horrible.
Starting from yesterday, i didn't want to go home.
I guess i don't feel welcomed at all
nor paid attention to by my family.
i feel like Dill from To Kill a Mockingbird.
Anyway, daddy's back from bangkok and is flying to London on Saturday.
anyway, i shall fiddle with GIMP
and find nice songs :D
Happy valentine's day<3





(Look at my sister's Cheeky face!)

valentine's day.
A day to express your thanks for your friends :)
Well, that's the meaning of valentine's day to me!
HEHEHEHEHEHE :D


Ow yong should give us, the choir, a one day break
from yesterday. I'm really tired.
I went out on my own today, hohoho.
I'm independent, hooray for me.

I took every chance i could to sleep during Science class.
We really pissed YEEEEE lau shi off in chinese class.
If only my chinese was good, i would debate with her.

If only i could express my feelings to you yet again.

Monday was theeeeeee BEST :D
These bunch of Alto girls really make me happy during choir!
Thanks Minxian, Yee Wei and rebecca!
The sweetest girls ever.

Huge, comfortable buses were provided for us
for the journey to Singapore Discovery Center
which ruled. Fun photo-taking sessions
and loads of crap coming out from each and everyone of us.
So, we had the full dress rehearsal and it was pretty alright.
We took retarded photos in the toilet, hohoho.
Hey girl, you've changed and this time for the better.
Don't worry, we always love you and cherish you<3

Today, however, was the best. Even better than Monday!
Had chapel which totally sucked to the core.
NOT GOOD AT ALL.
Had a short lesson of English and we headed off to the PA room at 915.
Everybody saw us in the gown and they were like "STARE STARE STARE"
Hoho, actually our gown isnt that bad.
But compared to my sister's gown, her's is way nicer.
Anyway, we reached there and my leg started hurting.
and we went to the holding room which was really cramped up.
Went out to perform, media was there!
The minister wasn't listening to us, he was busy talking to other people.
i shall go watch the 930 news, hehehe.
Went back to holding room.
We had 4 hours of free time.
We went out to the wild be went back into the holding room 'cos it was so boring.
Later, we went back out 'cos lunch was here :)
Lunch was fun, Michelle and i were fighting over the vegetables
Haha! Who ever fights over vegetables?!
But those Veggies tasted better than meat.
Later we were really bored and played truth or dare.
But we were truth all the way.
we went to buy cotton candy and later we went to see the booths.
We got the fireman cap! whoopie.
Later we went to perform again.
NOBODY WAS LISTENING TO US except for the teachers :(
All the lil kiddos were running about
and the stupid neighbourhood secondary school was busy twitting, haha.

Anyway, it was NCC's turn to perform
and we were super nice to them, we all watched them dance or whatever.
and suddenly all the twitting people(girls) came over
probably boy watch, hahaha.
Then we immediately left
and it was so early!
On the way to the bus some stupid primary school kiddos
kept saying "SO LAME" at us.
Bus ride was fun we ate cotton candy on the bus!

Went back to school and some irritating 2I and 1I kiddos
still in their immature world were screaming
and saying their big vocab of vulgarities.
We got so pissed and asked them to shut up
and they scolded us with the other defination of sex.
Adam Kwa happened to be way behind us
and he asked Michelle don't-know-what.
Then he went to scold those kiddos.
and shockingly, i found out who one of the girl's sister was.
One's so duper smart and one's some stupid irritating vulgar girl.
One of the girls said sex you when i went to the vending machine and they were there.
I spilled Chocolate milk on me too :(

Train-ed home with Mich, the super drop dead gorgeous!
and i walked home under the scorching sun.


Sometimes, i still wonder if i still do.
Whenever i see what-so-ever, i keep thinking twice.
You're my pretty sunshine

Skyline Drive

My new skin is up!



( Skyline Drive )

Feel free to use the skin.
as long as you DON'T REMOVE THE CREDITS
i'll be happy :D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
Please ask me if you want to change some stuff, thanks<3


STUPID CBOX IS SCREWED

TO THE CORE

Holy Is the Lord

Happy CNY everyone :D
Nothing much has been happening.
Morning went to Dad's side to
collect angpaos. My little cousin is super cute!
He's 2+ years old but yet he can eat his own ice cream alone!
He can eat by himself too. Super Duper cute.

At night i went to my Mum's side.
Went to play sparklers with my cousins.
Took loads of pictures :)
Enjoy!

Don’t let your mind get weary and confused
your will be still; don’t try.
Don’t let your heart get heavy,
child;inside you there’s a strength that lies.

Don’t let your soul get lonely,
child it’s only time; it will go by.
Don’t look for love in faces,
places —it’s in you;
that’s where you’ll find kindness.

This song in 27 dresses made me cry.
Today was a really fun day,
a day which really cheered me up
and made me forget what was happening :)

Total Defence day cum ethnic celebrations
was amazingly fun.
Cooking with Minxian, Kimberley and Margaret was great and fun!
Dominic from 2B pawns Jamie Oliver at cooking!
He's Sweet Potato Sheperd's Pie is really great
such that Kimberley and i were fighting over it.
My Class's sweet potato soup taste great.
At first it was just ginger, sweet potato and Sugar.
And then Minxian went to take the lipton tea
and asked whether we could put it in.
My first reaction was confirm stomachache.
But I was wrong, it tasted great.
Then we decided to add in lime
and it tasted even better! :D
Today was a absolutely fun day!

After school, I went to Vivo with Michelle, Carissa, Sarah-Ann, HongTing and Aaron.
Loads of Fairsians went there.
We decided to watch a movie and guess what?!
Jeremiah's friends were watching it too!
So was Kate's friends too! :D
So was my Church Mate's friends too! :D
The cinema was practically filled with School people.
And C Row was filled with yellow people.
Cresent girls and the rest were fairsians!
After that, i went Godiva with Michelle
while the rest went to buy a cake for michelle without her knowing
and she refused to eat :( But we forced her, hehehehe.
Bought loads of gifts! Today's a happy happy day.

I FEEL SO HAPPY :D
PICTURES FOR ALL
Click for bigger pictures :)
Starbucks fun! (Excluding the second picture )

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name
"Till I See You"- Hillsong United

Youth Service was better than usual.
For the first time in my life,
I went to Crystal Jade Palace to try out their food.
Met up with my cousin at Cineleisure
watched 27 dresses! Pretty cool story, i like it.
Home-Made Teppanyaki for dinner!

Saturday
Tuition was as fun as ever.
Ever since then, we've been feeling so awkward when we see each other
Shenshiong shopping is fun and cheap but stinky :S
I bought another box of Ferrero Rochers for 2A
and i have one box of ferrero Rochers for 1C'07!
Headed down to Ikea, ate pringles on the bus.
We saw Faye, Jamie, TzeLi, Rebecca, Brandon and XinYi eating there too!
Apparently, they were celebrating Tzeli's early birthday.


hello sunshine